Harder than I thought .

[Aina]

Well, Brett has moved to Paoli and it's been about 4 weeks since it happend. I've seen him twice since the move, which isnt bad. I'm busy with work and stuff, and hanging out with my friends as much as I can to keep busy. He and I talk everyday either on the phone or over MSN. With my work schedule being as it is, I probably am not going to get to see him until the 6th of August (his birthday).

This is alot harder then I thought. Living with my parents is weird again, and I just don't feel like myself.
I think too, that keeping the bed he and I slept in for a year was both a blessing and a curse. When he stayed with me last week, and then left.....the bed felt so lonely and empty again, that I cried myself to sleep. I felt so at peace when he was lying beside me.

I'm not trying to be an obessive fiance here, I'm trying to be tough. But, is it supposed to feel this crappy? Even if it is only for a year...

[Merrilyn]

Being apart for so long is so very hard.. But something wonderful tends to happen from it... The heart learns how to love from a distance and you learn how to deal in a whole new way. :hugz:
Take care, sweetie.

[Lauren Michele]

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[Annorah]

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So sorry that you are going through this - it is terribly difficult to be parted from the one you love BUT it isn't going to be that way forever.

I wish you a joyous reunion on his birthday!

:hugz:

[Willow Rosette]

Honey you are doing great!! You are strong and will make it through this year and be back with him before you know it! :hugs:

[DreamSpell333]

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[StarEyedShelly]

I am in a long distance relationship, and it is hard. I understand. But it's all worth it in the end. There are times when it feels unbearable, but keep in mind, it will strengthen both of you tremendously. If you can survive this, you can survive anything. :) *hugs* from someone who understands :)

[blueangel]

The positive is that when you see each other it's just so amazing. It's a small consolation but you'll get through it.

[darkchild]

My sweetie has had to travel many times during our relationship (20+ years) and while it is hard, I did learn to handle it and cherish the daily phone calls and pictures that I had. It definitely makes you focus on the relationship, that's for sure. Be strong , it's essential.

Namaste