Margie
May 11th, 2002, 03:13 PM
I feel this huge weight to succeed that I've never felt before and at the same time such an overcoming feeling that I will fail. I'm so sure I can do it, but I know more that I have to.
Goddess please help me succeed and even excel in these next few months. I know my heart will push me on. I know my will will take me farther but I'm afraid my body is not as sure. I can't rely on my body to do what I will need it to and that's where I am asking for your guidance and strength, your energy and your help. I cannot fail at this and I think that's what scares me the most.
Please be with me in the coming days to be strong for my family.
Help my children not feel my absence too strongly.
Help my husband be strong and patient with them. Help him get through this.
If you can let time pass quickly for them I would gladly ask that it pass slowly for me.
An it harm none so mote it be.
Goddess please help me succeed and even excel in these next few months. I know my heart will push me on. I know my will will take me farther but I'm afraid my body is not as sure. I can't rely on my body to do what I will need it to and that's where I am asking for your guidance and strength, your energy and your help. I cannot fail at this and I think that's what scares me the most.
Please be with me in the coming days to be strong for my family.
Help my children not feel my absence too strongly.
Help my husband be strong and patient with them. Help him get through this.
If you can let time pass quickly for them I would gladly ask that it pass slowly for me.
An it harm none so mote it be.