Can I ask someone for a reading???

[Neptune]

My cards have been letting me read them for every topic but the one that I would like to know about ... my question is, "Am I making the right decisions whith Chris?"

I am really having a difficult time with this I am looking for a serious connection with him but I am scared at the same time and I am getting mixed messages from my cards ... please can someone help me out?

[Flaire-FireStar]

I did a one card draw for you and got the 5 of Cups...

I am really having a difficult time with this I am looking for a serious connection with him but I am scared at the same time

I think this is what the card is emphasizing..Your fear ~ you're dwelling in the negative aspects of the connection and not seeing the positive things. ;) Like the man in the card, you need to turn around and be optimistic! Sure, you might not agree on *everything* but you can sort those things out. :)


Hope this helps

[Neptune]

thanks babe ... dreadfully I do find myself looking at the negatives and I try to stop myself from that and think of the good times we have had and am trying to remember that he is not like the other pricks that I have been with he is diff. from them all and I think that I am so scared b/c I care about him more than I have cared about anyother man and I have given a lot of myslef to him as it is. Being apart from him is hard I have never had this hard of a time beinhg apart from someone else and I just fear that he will turn out to be like all the rest. I need to perk up and remember all the good that has come out of being with him and the good that is yet to come, i just await his verdict regarding the situation ... I have never wanted marriage ... it had never been something that I thought about being for me until he walked into my life and I want to be with him forever ... it scares me sometimes ... and it scares me more b/c I and my best have had preminitions regarding us being married. I want that now more than anything at this point in time.

Thank you for the reading, much help and appreciation.

[Flaire-FireStar]

n/p & good luck!!!

[Neptune]

Thank you much ... have a good night hon!

[Neptune]

Flaire incase you were wondering how things turned out ... I got the serious relationship that I/we want with eachother :D

[Flaire-FireStar]

:thumbsup: that's excellent, Neptune...congradumulations

[Neptune]

Thank You ... once I stopped thinking about all the negatives... that took a while (got lots of them floating around me right now in everyday life) but I got there and am happy now.