No need to respond

[Earthy]

I just feel like i've had enough..and need to have a moan.
I hate myself, i feel fat and frumpy today..i'm tired.I am selfish, i'm not as compassionate as i wish i was.
I feel lost..emotionally,and spiritually...it feels as if i'm in a void.
I can't escape the emotional fight within myself about the past..none of the past matters not really,yet i cant let go.
I am too tired to keep fighting myself.
I want to give up.

[Eternal Night]

There is every need to respond.
Honey talk to me.........._pounce_

[Annorah]

Just a :hugz:

Hope you feel better soon!

[RavensEye]

Everyone has their limits OA and as for compassionate well you do very well in that area whether you see it or not. :hugz:

[Willow Rosette]

Oakie I wish you could see yourself as we do. There is no one with a kinder, gentler, or more loving heart than you honey. You are truly a special woman and this site is so very blessed to have you here. And I consider myself so lucky to be your friend. Please dont say these awfull things about yourself when they arent true but instead think of all the wonderfull aspects there are to who you are.

Im on MSN if you ever need to talk honey. :hugz:

[AuntBooPeaceFrog]

Take heart, my friend, for you are being blessed.

The light of love surrounds you... however, seems like your own light right now is just hard to perceive... much like a flashlight in the day time, that is our light when the light of universal light is around.

And so we become confused, and perceive instead darkness, and so we reach limits, and so we want to give up, and so we want to strangle AuntieBoo for trying to sound too bloody optimistic when she's so often in the dark herself.

;)

'Tis just part of the ride - until into the perceived darkness, the light will come.

:hugz:

[Shanti]

Can I give as warm as a hug as you have given to others, no.
Your warmth and kindness has shined so bright, I am just a mere shadow.

Your light is needed to shine your beauty across the hearts of all.

You are loved.

[AuntBooPeaceFrog]

:woot: I just came back to make another comment in regards to what Osho says about The Void, but I have almost forgotten what I wanted to say, because I love the number synchronicity of my original post up above there. It's reading 1:11 in my local time, though I'm not sure what time it is over where you are... Anyway - in the void there is pure potential, in the void is where the rebirthing begins as well... the void is the same source of the bliss - it's just hard to remember it when you're in it. I think I needed to read your thread to be reminded of this myself, Oakie, thanks!


One last thing - I was actually thinking you this morning as I was browsing my old notes (I am revising my coinkydink thread to condense the size and note any overall patterns) and came across something from April 5th, 2005, involving Stonehenge and soulmates. I had also noted "New Grange" for some reason. Does this relate to you?

:wave:

[Earthy]

Thank you to everybody, from here to pms and karma.Some of the messages really brought tears to my eyes and made me realise that I am liked and loved.
I don't know why i keep people at arms length..i realise i shouldn't.

:hugz:

[Shanti]

~hugs~

[LostSheep]

Thank you to everybody, from here to pms and karma.Some of the messages really brought tears to my eyes and made me realise that I am liked and loved.
I don't know why i keep people at arms length..i realise i shouldn't.

:hugz:

Hey... sorry I didn't see this before, but I hope you won't mind if I add another :hugz: to the pile.

have a :flowers: too.

[Earthy]

All hugs are more than welcome, especially from sheeples :)

[DreamSpell333]

:hugz: :hugz:

[Lady_Door]

*hugs*