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MammaStar
June 3rd, 2002, 03:16 PM
Goddess, I ask you to help me. I am VERY quickly losing patience with that woman. I cannot deal with her. The lies, the jabs, the meaness. I am trying Mother. Very hard. I'm stuck, and I don't know how to get out of it. I can't yell. I promised my Dad I wouldn't. I can't go off, because I need that roof over my head, more for James than myself. But I can't take her nonsense much longer. She's spreading lies about me, which are hurtful, she has no idea what she is saying & how it affects me. I'm tired of her jabs at me and her cruelty to my Father as well.

Help me Goddess, to remain patient until I can find a way to fix the mess I'm in.

Your child,

Starlite

Laiste
June 3rd, 2002, 04:15 PM
So mote it be!!

Danustouch
June 3rd, 2002, 11:14 PM
So Mote it Be!

Flaire-FireStar
June 3rd, 2002, 11:35 PM
So mote it be

MammaStar
June 7th, 2002, 10:58 AM
I can't do this anymore. Goddess, help me but they have won. Let Ruthie have Tim to herself, as unhealthy as it may be. Let HER make everyone in our house unhappy. I can't fight anymore. All energy has gone out of me. I don't care anymore. The Universe, in it's strange wisdom, has decided that it is not my place to be happy with any man regardless how special he is. I just drive them away. It's not them, mother, it is I, you f-ed up child. I give up for I cannot take the pain any longer.

Just guide me along this roller coaster I call life, and guide me to be a good mom to my son, for that's all that matters to me now. All that ever will, and Please, PLEASE help me realize if I ever become like Ruthie, for I would never want to do to my son what she has done to hers.

Faery-Wings
June 7th, 2002, 11:47 AM
((((((HUGS)))

Goddess please be with Starlite at this time. Show her Your love and comfort.

So mote it be.

Laiste
June 7th, 2002, 11:51 PM
{{{{{{{{HUGS}}}}}}}} Friend!!

Goddess,

Please give Starlite the strength she needs to overcome these obstacles. Help her to understand that it is not her that stands in her way. Left her find the happiness that she deserves.

So mote it be!!!

MammaStar
June 9th, 2002, 11:51 PM
Thank you Goddess for my friends. Without them this past weekend, I think I'd go completely insane.

I'm trying to be patient and hear what he has tosay. But so far, it's the same thing over and over again, and I just don't know how to deal with it.

I need help. I need the strength to be patient and understand what others are going through. But it is hard. I will try though.

Thank you again for the people I have as friends.

WtchyChick13
June 10th, 2002, 01:24 AM
Goddess, please be with my friend. I know what she has gone through in her past and present and she has always remained strong. Let this strength continue and may your light guide her through this time as well. She needs to be reassured that there is light at the end of this tunnel and that she will come out even stronger than ever.

~~~*Love and Light*~~~

So mote it be.

MammaStar
June 18th, 2002, 02:16 PM
Why does it seem that everything is crashing down on me. But I can do it. I'm tough. I ask that you protect my son and help me to show him that certain things that happen in his young life are NOT his fault.

So Mote It Be!

Tammy Sullivan
June 18th, 2002, 04:47 PM
Love and hugs to you starlite
Great Mother, please hold Starlite tight in your warm embrace, hold her upright, so her son only remembers her quiet strength.
Let it be so....

Faery-Wings
June 18th, 2002, 05:16 PM
Blessed Mother, continue to watch over Starlite and her son. She is such a wonderful and deserves happiness and peace for herself and her son.

So mote it be.

Fire_Crotch132074
June 18th, 2002, 05:42 PM
So Mote it Be.

MammaStar
June 19th, 2002, 09:12 PM
Mother, please keep Dawn & her unborn babe in your embrace. While I know that the stressful time she is going through right now is not anyone's fault directly, I can't help but feel that people will put the blame on one so innocent. He's not a malicious child by any means. The stress caused this weekend, was not solely his fault, tho' others choose to blame him entirely.

Help me get through this. Watchover Dawn and more importantly help me protect my son from this malestrom brewing about him.

So Mote it BE!

Mythrel
June 20th, 2002, 10:44 PM
So mote it be!

Fire_Crotch132074
June 20th, 2002, 10:47 PM
So Mote it Be.