Auras, power, energy and beasts

[Aina]

I dropped my sheild(s) with my fiancee...i had been holding back many a things. He did as well (unkowingly to him) and the power that came from him was...really interesting. I shall explain :p

My fiancee acts like a cat. Correction, sometimes I wonder if he is part cat. He acts this way when he and I are together. He licks my face, eyes, hands, neck. He bites like he's being a dominate animal, not hard at all, more gentle like the "you are mine" bite. He has growled, nuzzled, and yes, purred. This isn't a playful thing during intimate moments , this happens when we are just waking up, or falling alseep, or watching t.v , etc. . He is very alpha male sometimes. Well, more often then not actually. This is very hard to discribe, so I'm sorry if I've lost you guys.

Onward to the power part.

I dropped my sheilds with him and what I felt was something overwhelming. The best way I can discribe it is like something warm, and comferting surrouned me from the inside of my body , out. It gave me goosebumps for a good while, till I got used to it. It was hot, safe, and strong all at the same time. I could taste it (if that makes any sense whatsoever). It felt...not human? I'm not much into lycanthropy here, as I don't really believe in it, but I'm not throwing it out of the way. His power felt like how I imagine a big kitty cat would be like. A kitty cat or something similar.
His aura is nothing like what I felt last night though...his aura has always been calm, carefree, happy, . At times, it would be cold and harsh, but it has always been human feeling. Does that make sense?

Another thing that weirds me the freak out. His eyes. I've NEVER met anyone with his eyes. In the moring they are midnight blue , almost black sometimes. Once he wakes up, they are this colbat blue with fleck of green, and when he gets angry they are amber with blue in them. I know eyes change colour and stuff, mine do all the time, but dang, his creep me out. They're really beautiful, but scary lol. He's gotten lots of comments on them too, and if I could post a good pic of him and his eyes on here, I would in a heartbeat, but I need to ask him first lol.

I don't know if his power to mine was a bonding thing, or if it's a normal thing to feel? I'm very uneducated in this department. Any ideas as to what exaclty happend would be great :p


Aina

[RunningRiot]

What a very interesting story. ^_^

It sounds to me like he's a therianthrope, which I'd describe as someone having an animal soul in a human body.

The therians I've known have all been less worried about holding back, especially with people they know. We'll be as animal as possible.

[HedwigHarfang]

What a very interesting story. ^_^

It sounds to me like he's a therianthrope, which I'd describe as someone having an animal soul in a human body.

The therians I've known have all been less worried about holding back, especially with people they know. We'll be as animal as possible.

You are on to something.

"Therianthrope" I've never heard as a name for it, but there are a lot of people - upwards of about 4 billion - who are basically animal/bird/insect spirits in a human body. The population explosion over the last fifty to a hundred years has necessitated a huge number of animal spirits to incarnate as humans, simply because the demand for new people outstrips the supply of existing spirits. (President G W Bush, for example, was a rhesus macaque monkey in his immediately former life, and I have a theory that he was chosen by Rumsfeld and Cheney because he was a therianthrope and not a highly evolved spirit like Quayle or Powell; thus he would act as a kind of "stooge" for them politically speaking; politicians are generally awake to these kind of things). Some of these people are happier with human bodies than others, and some unfortunately tend to bring their animal characteristics over with them (foxes in particular have a habit of being cannibalistic - and I know of at least one man who is a first-life fox and has to control himself in polite society like the proverbial werewolf, and bestiality could be a sign of loneliness in, for example, sheep spirits). It may also account for some endangered species - locally in the UK, for example, there are a lot of snowy owl (harfangs :)) males who have come as therianthropes, whereas snowy owl females tend to have remained as bird-owls. There is a breeding colony of snowies in the north of Scotland that is currently lacking male owls, because their spirits have decided for the time being to occupy human bodies; M says he would like to partake of that opportunity but his therianthrope days are long gone and anyway he now has his little crow to keep him company ;). Locally the same thing is happening with barn owls, but this year we have eighty or so chicks after a "drought"; I suspect many barn owl spirits have passed over in recent years and have decided once again to try life as an owl. Therianthropes often oscillate between human and animal form; my father is a polar bear spirit in a human body, and found it difficult to get a life as a human free from violence against him; he tended to come back as a bear after having a human life, only to find himself put in a zoo (last time round he was in the Moscow Zoo during the war) or captured and given to the King of Norway as a present, and so on...so I think he is staying put as a human now because God has given him a good and stable life).

We were all therianthropes at one time - 8,000 years ago M and I were a snowy owl and a crow living in a Siberian forest; we spent only a couple of lives as our respective birds before coming as humans, though, because at that time the global population was so small that they needed humans rather than animals - but some now have had many many animal lives and thus have got accustomed to human existence. It doesn't obviously mean that therianthropes are any less "human" than other humans - I didn't realise they even existed until M told me about it this spring, although I knew about power animals and totems, I didn't realise that there was a system whereby a human during evolution from animal spirit/therianthrope onwards becomes more and more human and less and less animal, and I suspect your fiancee must be a cat spirit homesick for her former life. (M's first wife is a raven spirit therianthrope on her first life and often dreams of being a bird; there are many weasel and stoat therianthropes in Britain and my sister is a lovely little woodpigeon on her second time round as a human being; again you'd never guess unless you knew their psychic/spiritual make-up.)

When a therianthrope has been round a couple of times they tend to settle down and gather other totems to make them more well-rounded a character, but because of the tendency of animals to need a "safe" environment to enjoy life as a human being, a lot have come now that the world has reached a technological and industrial state that means that not only can people sustain a good population but also that the lifestyle is such that it is easy for therianthropes to adjust to life as a human without the incumbent hardships of the "nasty, brutish and short" lives that up until the turn of the 19th/20th century most of us had to face.

[Aina]

You are on to something.

"Therianthrope" I've never heard as a name for it, but there are a lot of people - upwards of about 4 billion - who are basically animal/bird/insect spirits in a human body. The population explosion over the last fifty to a hundred years has necessitated a huge number of animal spirits to incarnate as humans, simply because the demand for new people outstrips the supply of existing spirits. (President G W Bush, for example, was a rhesus macaque monkey in his immediately former life, and I have a theory that he was chosen by Rumsfeld and Cheney because he was a therianthrope and not a highly evolved spirit like Quayle or Powell; thus he would act as a kind of "stooge" for them politically speaking; politicians are generally awake to these kind of things). Some of these people are happier with human bodies than others, and some unfortunately tend to bring their animal characteristics over with them (foxes in particular have a habit of being cannibalistic - and I know of at least one man who is a first-life fox and has to control himself in polite society like the proverbial werewolf, and bestiality could be a sign of loneliness in, for example, sheep spirits). It may also account for some endangered species - locally in the UK, for example, there are a lot of snowy owl (harfangs :)) males who have come as therianthropes, whereas snowy owl females tend to have remained as bird-owls. There is a breeding colony of snowies in the north of Scotland that is currently lacking male owls, because their spirits have decided for the time being to occupy human bodies; M says he would like to partake of that opportunity but his therianthrope days are long gone and anyway he now has his little crow to keep him company ;). Locally the same thing is happening with barn owls, but this year we have eighty or so chicks after a "drought"; I suspect many barn owl spirits have passed over in recent years and have decided once again to try life as an owl. Therianthropes often oscillate between human and animal form; my father is a polar bear spirit in a human body, and found it difficult to get a life as a human free from violence against him; he tended to come back as a bear after having a human life, only to find himself put in a zoo (last time round he was in the Moscow Zoo during the war) or captured and given to the King of Norway as a present, and so on...so I think he is staying put as a human now because God has given him a good and stable life).

We were all therianthropes at one time - 8,000 years ago M and I were a snowy owl and a crow living in a Siberian forest; we spent only a couple of lives as our respective birds before coming as humans, though, because at that time the global population was so small that they needed humans rather than animals - but some now have had many many animal lives and thus have got accustomed to human existence. It doesn't obviously mean that therianthropes are any less "human" than other humans - I didn't realise they even existed until M told me about it this spring, although I knew about power animals and totems, I didn't realise that there was a system whereby a human during evolution from animal spirit/therianthrope onwards becomes more and more human and less and less animal, and I suspect your fiancee must be a cat spirit homesick for her former life. (M's first wife is a raven spirit therianthrope on her first life and often dreams of being a bird; there are many weasel and stoat therianthropes in Britain and my sister is a lovely little woodpigeon on her second time round as a human being; again you'd never guess unless you knew their psychic/spiritual make-up.)

When a therianthrope has been round a couple of times they tend to settle down and gather other totems to make them more well-rounded a character, but because of the tendency of animals to need a "safe" environment to enjoy life as a human being, a lot have come now that the world has reached a technological and industrial state that means that not only can people sustain a good population but also that the lifestyle is such that it is easy for therianthropes to adjust to life as a human without the incumbent hardships of the "nasty, brutish and short" lives that up until the turn of the 19th/20th century most of us had to face.


Wow.....I would have never thought of that. I thought he was just being...like a big cat. O_O maybe that is why he is such a cat lover now...I mean I am obessed with cats, ranging from leopards to house cats. Could it be that I am a therian? This is really interesting! How can someone tell though, if you have been or are a therian? And why is he a big kitty? Of all the freaking animals in the world, lol he had to be a cat.

This is really interesting...