BrigitCayenne
June 11th, 2002, 10:39 AM
I am prayng to the Mother Goddess because I am afraid. My father is in the Air Force and his unit has recieved a request from the president for several members of his unit to travel who knoows where somewhere in the middle east. He chose six months there over three months searching caves in Iraq. He will e recieving high hazard pay and everywhere he goes he will be assigned a driver/bodyguard. Also, our family won't get his paychecks until he is back, so we will be on our own during that time. He will be gone for Yule and all of our birthdays. However that's not the worst part. I guess I feel sort of happy that he is leaving, just because he is so critical, and is always yelling about something. He even hits on some occasions, or throws things. Sometimes the things he throw hit people, and sometimes that's on purpose. I really need some guidance spiritual or otherwise.
Blessed Be.
Blessed Be.