Arzhela
June 21st, 2002, 03:56 PM
I had a weird experience last night, and I'm wondering whether it was a sort of accidental trance or just me being very tired. This is going to be a little long, I guess.
I went to bed around 11 and woke up and remained awake from 2:30-4:15 (watching World Cup). When I climbed back into bed and started to go to sleep, I had a distinct feeling of falling or going very deep into something...well, more falling very fast but controlled. It felt sort of like one time when I went pretty deep into meditation, only this felt about a thousand times farther. I had a brief thought cross my mind that the falling sensation was kind of weird but my thoughts drifted (probably because I was tired, although they didn't morph into strange scenes like thoughts usually do when you're tired...my mind was blank). The walls of my room creaked, as they do often, but I instinctively opened my eyes--or tried to, as the case was. It felt like I was entirely paralyzed, like my mind was trapped inside of my body. Through a sort of haze I remembered reading somewhere that in a deep trance state a sort of paralysis occurs but that if you concentrate really hard on moving something you can. So I did that and managed to open my eyes and the whole thing was broken; I could move. I closed my eyes again and the falling, paralysis, concentrationon moving one thing, succeeding process happened several more times before I finally got freaked out, turned on some music, and finally went to sleep. What I'm wondering is...was this just the result of being fairly tired (though nothing like that has ever happened before to me)...or did I slip into some kind of meditative state? I figured I'd ask the question here in case anybody had any ideas.
Wow, sorry this was so long!
~Arzhela
I went to bed around 11 and woke up and remained awake from 2:30-4:15 (watching World Cup). When I climbed back into bed and started to go to sleep, I had a distinct feeling of falling or going very deep into something...well, more falling very fast but controlled. It felt sort of like one time when I went pretty deep into meditation, only this felt about a thousand times farther. I had a brief thought cross my mind that the falling sensation was kind of weird but my thoughts drifted (probably because I was tired, although they didn't morph into strange scenes like thoughts usually do when you're tired...my mind was blank). The walls of my room creaked, as they do often, but I instinctively opened my eyes--or tried to, as the case was. It felt like I was entirely paralyzed, like my mind was trapped inside of my body. Through a sort of haze I remembered reading somewhere that in a deep trance state a sort of paralysis occurs but that if you concentrate really hard on moving something you can. So I did that and managed to open my eyes and the whole thing was broken; I could move. I closed my eyes again and the falling, paralysis, concentrationon moving one thing, succeeding process happened several more times before I finally got freaked out, turned on some music, and finally went to sleep. What I'm wondering is...was this just the result of being fairly tired (though nothing like that has ever happened before to me)...or did I slip into some kind of meditative state? I figured I'd ask the question here in case anybody had any ideas.
Wow, sorry this was so long!
~Arzhela