More BS....Gaow (japanese for grrr)

[Amilee]

Well everyone as some of you may know my company went bankrupt three months ago and I was left with very little money and a lot of depression. But I fought through it and I was on top of it!! For three weeks...

That's right ladies and gents, because I'm a part time worker I'm expendable and I've been put on "standby" (by the way, most teachers in this company that have been put on standby have been fired)as of next week Monday. I get 60% of my pay but I'm not allowed to work.

I can't get another job because I'm back in school now and I'm really busy with my preparations for second year.

I just got a 6,000 dollar loan too.

I have a wedding

I have to eat, pay bills and live and I have STUPID tax to pay!!

We call it life right?

Well I'm not letting this (insert swearing like a sailor here) ing get my year down!! NO WAY NO HOW!

I'll be back on top in no time!

But...I could really use a hug 'cause this is doing somthing serious to my mental and physical stability and I can feel myself coming apart and if it wasn't for all of you I don't know what I'd do.

(opens arms wide, lips trembling, eyes threatening to spill over at any moment...) Hug? Please??

[Crystal Willowtree]

:hugz::huddle:_pounce_:hugz:

[Nitefalle]

((((((((((((Amilee))))))))))))))))) :hugz: :hugz: :hugz:

[Lunacie]

Hugs and back-on-top-in-no-time energies. :hugz:

[Dawndove]

_pounce_ Good luck sweetheart! Things will get better.

[Laoghaire]

Many many :hugz:

And you can ask for more anytime ;).

Good luck girl! You're strong, I know you can do this!

[spiral]

(opens arms wide, lips trembling, eyes threatening to spill over at any moment...) Hug? Please??

Who could resist that image? It makes me think of puss in boots from Shrek lol

:hugz: I love your positive attitude, good luck with everything :)

[Amilee]

Awww Everyone, thanks so much. I just feel like I'm being picked on. Really wanna throw some sand in lifes eye right now, give it a weggie and kick it in the teeth. Gaow!!!

Yeah.

But I'm hanging in there and you all mean so much to me. I love hugs!!

As for puss in boots....for you babe....I can be...lol

[SilverClaw]

:hugz: just because. :nyah: :)

[Huasteca Raven]

Amilee lots of hugs and good energy for you from me.

[Philosophia]

:hugz: :hugz: :hugz: :hugz: :hugz: :hugz: :hugz: :hugz: :hugz: :hugz: :hugz: :hugz: :hugz:

[BlackLili]

:huddle: :hugz:

[Ferina]

:huddle::huddle::huddle::huddle:

[Brightshores]

:hugz: :hugz: :hugz:

[Amilee]

OMG I love you all so much!! :hugz: Thank you sooo much for your love!!

Off to bed for me now. Things arn't quite so bleak now so I'm looking forward to a week off and then, back to work! Yay! ...Maybe...:hahugh:

[SilverClaw]

:abanana: glad things are looking abit brighter for you :hugz:

[Willow Rosette]

Ohhh honey Im sorry Im reading this so late. I will keep you in my prayers that you are back to work a.s.a.p. and simply stressing over the wedding like all brides to be and not anything else. If you need to talk Im just a PM away :hugz: