Frstrurated ...

[SilverClaw]

I am sitting here tying to do a reading for someone and all of a sudden I cannot sense anything from the cards with my left hand and there was a drastic change in how my hand felt skin wise an weight . I cannot feel my hand or arm for that matter.

And then it hits me with the nerve damage in my left side just how much that is going to affect me more then last time. I cannot do Tarot readings by selecting cards with right hand because I just do no not feel energy with my right as well as my left...
Anyways I just started crying when I realized this and I am still crying ... I am sick of the limitations if it is not this it is being anemic..

I know that what it means but I just do not like being so slow with everything .. ok I will stop now and go try to calm down and eat something...

[Against The Tide]

Aww hun, is this nerve damage you mentioned something you have consulted a physician over?

I will dress and light a candle for you. I hope this is temporary.

[yarrow_elfglow]

awe hunny *huggles* i'll send you some postive energy and light a candle for you

[SilverClaw]

ya the first time back in 2005 when I was still in Alberta it was confirmed but this last episode no becuase I have no BC medical yet ( and that in itself is a long frustrating story which I will not get into, lets just say the BC MSP people make more screw ups and mistakes then not and they even admit to it ). And I wound up re-injuring the same spot as before.

And thanks for the offer of the candle I appreciate it.

And well as for temporary it was three years from the first time and I was totally not healed ...so I am not counting on it... sorry just being a realist here. I wish it could be temporary.

[thought_on_a_wind]

:hugz: I don't know what to say, but hang in there... *sends a plea out to the universe to request help on your behest*

[Lunacie]

Sending hugs and healing energies. My daughter would certainly sympathize with you. Her neck and shoulder were damaged in a car crash 4 years ago and she has times when she cannot use that arm and hand, times when they go numb, times when they ache and hurt. She had to give up her career, the only thing she ever really wanted to do. Every day that she can still use that arm and doesn't wake up paralyzed from the neck down she is grateful for that much at least, but she does get frustrated and discouraged and depressed.

[SilverClaw]

Thank you thought_on_a_wind.

Thank you Lunacie.

but she does get frustrated and discouraged and depressed. I go through that to and can really sympathize with her.

[DracoJesi]

I am sitting here tying to do a reading for someone and all of a sudden I cannot sense anything from the cards with my left hand and there was a drastic change in how my hand felt skin wise an weight . I cannot feel my hand or arm for that matter.

And then it hits me with the nerve damage in my left side just how much that is going to affect me more then last time. I cannot do Tarot readings by selecting cards with right hand because I just do no not feel energy with my right as well as my left...
Anyways I just started crying when I realized this and I am still crying ... I am sick of the limitations if it is not this it is being anemic..

I know that what it means but I just do not like being so slow with everything .. ok I will stop now and go try to calm down and eat something...

:hugz:

I'm sorry, hopefully they will regenerate, don't give up hope, a friend of mine, the doctors told him he would be in a wheel chair by the end of the year, well this was several years ago, and now he is on the track team in HS, not just walking but running.

and who knows, maybe you'll become more sensitive to make up for it, and then if it does heal, then you'll be better off.

It may not happen but the worst thing you can do is give up.

[SilverClaw]

I'm sorry, hopefully they will regenerate, don't give up hope, a friend of mine, the doctors told him he would be in a wheel chair by the end of the year, well this was several years ago, and now he is on the track team in HS, not just walking but running. bah I may have my moments of weakness and whine fests, but no giving up is not an option especially considering how much of my life this affects. I am true to my sag traits when it comes to stubborness so no worries :)

[DreamSpell333]

:hugz: to you

[Adora]

I will pray for you.

[SilverClaw]

Thank you DreamSpell and Adora.