Scarlett O
August 8th, 2002, 06:13 AM
I just need a reading...I NEED something...I'm getting sick...again. I can't get sick, I just can't...I don't know what else to do. I keep trying to have faith and patience in myself, but patience and I don't exactly co-exist.
I read for myself and my cards say that I'm fine or at least that things will be fine...I don't trust myself...My son is very gifted (At least I'm pretty sure he is) His words today were (without me really telling him anything...he just knows that I'm worried) "Mom, I know you feel like you have 50 tons on you right now, but I promise it will all go away soon. I just know it."
My problem is I WANT to believe, I need to believe, but I'm one of those that also wants and needs not only a second opinion, but a third and fourth. Whether it be good, bad or otherwise...
I'm starting to feel like a dadgum basket case and I HATE that! Normally, I'm the one that people come to for comfort and advise but I have none to give to myself. I guess, I know I'm just stuck for now, but I guess I also need reassurance that I won't be stuck forever and that this too shall pass...and I will bounce back...someday.
This is where the patience thing comes in...WHEN????
Any insight would be greatly appreciated...Thanks :)
I read for myself and my cards say that I'm fine or at least that things will be fine...I don't trust myself...My son is very gifted (At least I'm pretty sure he is) His words today were (without me really telling him anything...he just knows that I'm worried) "Mom, I know you feel like you have 50 tons on you right now, but I promise it will all go away soon. I just know it."
My problem is I WANT to believe, I need to believe, but I'm one of those that also wants and needs not only a second opinion, but a third and fourth. Whether it be good, bad or otherwise...
I'm starting to feel like a dadgum basket case and I HATE that! Normally, I'm the one that people come to for comfort and advise but I have none to give to myself. I guess, I know I'm just stuck for now, but I guess I also need reassurance that I won't be stuck forever and that this too shall pass...and I will bounce back...someday.
This is where the patience thing comes in...WHEN????
Any insight would be greatly appreciated...Thanks :)