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SphinYote
June 2nd, 2008, 02:42 PM
So, I had a migraine yesterday and took a nap. And had a very vivid dream. One I did not like.

Warning: If you have a weak stomach, do not read this.

In it we were waiting for a train, the train stopped briefly, would not open the doors, then went on without us....the sky was cloudy and looked like rain. When you looked up you could see brown streaks running through the couds.

We began to head back toward shelter, which was several miles away, and then the rain started.

Except it wasn't rain. It was grey muddy crap--as in literally excrement sleeting down... I had a towel I put over my head to keep off the worst of it, but we were all wondering why it ws raining this stuff and what it was going to do to us.

Gap in the dream

Reached shelter, an apartment in town. This was some sort of group of people, here, and we were hiding out.

Tried to use the towel to wipe the worst of it off. A mole came off my face with it.

Initially in the dream it was a small hole, and I wondered if it would get worse, infected from the stuff... I wanted to go to a dr, but was not allowed to. And we weren't sure if a dr would even treat me anyway....there was a guy with me, he didn't act concerned at all, more concerned about not getting in trouble with this group....

And although intellectually worried, I was never really emotionally worried in the dream.

Even by the end when I looked in the mirror again--the wound was much larger--as if the skin had disolved away, you could see bone and muscle, and even brain tissue. It was like my face had shifted over, Ithe fleshy part had distorted, two eyes still there, bt also one where the socket ws in the structure of my skull that could be seen (in essence I had three eyes, though this didn't register as anything concerning or alarming in the dream). I was more concerned about the chance that it would get infected without the skin, and I was thinking in the dream, without any emotional overlay, that it was probable that with this injury I would not survive the night.

The dream ended at that point.

A few factors related to the dream:

1. My cat jumped out of my arms a few days earlier and had accidentally caught his claw in a mole I have on my torso, and ripped it partway open.

2. I had just read an article about tornados picking up debris and dropping them several miles away a day earlier.

3. The previous day, also, I had been looking through an anatomy textbook, and my face in the dream had more in common with those anatomical drawings of structural crossections than anything really messy and gory.

4. Migraines always cause bizarre dreams for me....:(

Thoughts?

aranarose
June 2nd, 2008, 03:05 PM
Your mind processing all the shit that's been going on in your life?

Sorry, couldn't help myself...

I think that you've already figured out a great deal of where the elements came from. Perhaps you are feeling, literally, as if shit is raining down on you. Too much coming at you, and nothing, really, that anyone can do to help you.

BlackLili
June 2nd, 2008, 03:22 PM
My best guess is that you feel as though you "have been piddled on from a great height," to quote Rumpole of the Bailey. :thumbsup:

Xander67
June 2nd, 2008, 03:36 PM
Question:

When you say "we" who are you refering to ? BF/family?

A lot of times your higher self will use things your mind is preoccupied with and manifest them in your dreams as symbols to communicate with you.

My immediate thoughts are that although you have been through a lot, there is actually a light at the end of the tunnel. Dreams with trains in them usually are indicative of journeys in life, etc..

earthtide
June 2nd, 2008, 03:37 PM
I once had a dream with a similar wound.. I realized it was feeling exposed which caused that kind of manifestation.

Maybe like a combination of aranarose and BlackLili's ideas, you feel like you've been taking a lot of shit from people lately, or the symbolism of it coming from the sky could be you've just been taking a lot of shit in general, and don't really know where it's coming from. Or you could be feeling like, "Hey universe/god/goddess/etc., what gives? Why am I going through such a hard time?" I definitely think the wound could mean you feel exposed or vulnerable, and the fear of infection may mean that you are afraid that being so vulnerable will get you hurt in a way you can't bounce back from (not being able to see a doctor, not surviving through the night).

If I'm reading your post correctly, it's the third eye that's damaged, right? Maybe you feel like hardships are clouding your ability to have foresight, or stomping on your craft?

Just some thoughts... I have bizarre dreams very often, and I love interpreting them!

Healthy vibes for your migraines though, those suck! :(