Grey
August 30th, 2002, 11:48 PM
first there was this one thing and then a few more showed up and yaahh, (slaps himself) here we go.
The early years...
A fantasy nut (mostly walnuts but who cares) meditated alot, born in santa cruz, father leaves at 3 months. Moved to new jersey early on. toled by many strangers in santa curz that I "have an old soul" develope me tendency to sleep alot and be forgetful
the slightly later years.... discover a few problems w/ santa, da bunny, storks, etc... still hoping to find a local wizard. really good shot w/ bow and bb gun. become and appiffanac. taught how to read palms. told of a physchic trend in female family members. meet my father again. get a new dad. relationship with new dad slides down hill.
still not now....finally find my "soul" couldnt do it for years start work with "the little zaps coming from my fingers" make it rain .... 3 times.... on a clear day. am a very violent little boy w/adhd. find a spell book on my bus and read and read and read... lose my virginity without a first kiss. Get known for being a smart kid, lonely and impartial to well everything. A friend tells me shes a wiccan and her brother taught her everything she knows. Meet brother discuss theologie. meet others do the same. start studing runes find the consepts of each one musch like my own mental processes for speach.
right around now... get another book. start my own grimoire. teach my cousin travis a little bit of stuff to calm him down. became friends with almost every girl in school and am well liked by guys. still no date. best friend leaves without warning pluning me into depression. find mystic wicks from friends bro. bro leaves other pagans leave havent heard from freind all summer. finally get out of dipression. find out its probably due to low blood sugar due to binging (excessive snaking) due to depression. have a faith crisis spreads to cousin.
the last month... go to church for 1rst time in four years on accident finally feel a something good from christens. reafirm my vows of honesty and secrecy. finally think I got a good shance at getting a special some one losing wheight again (good thing). write this.
and thats me,
Grey
unlike karl here I'm to considerate to leave my wife a widow a guess Ill just have to live forever- walter slovotsky
The early years...
A fantasy nut (mostly walnuts but who cares) meditated alot, born in santa cruz, father leaves at 3 months. Moved to new jersey early on. toled by many strangers in santa curz that I "have an old soul" develope me tendency to sleep alot and be forgetful
the slightly later years.... discover a few problems w/ santa, da bunny, storks, etc... still hoping to find a local wizard. really good shot w/ bow and bb gun. become and appiffanac. taught how to read palms. told of a physchic trend in female family members. meet my father again. get a new dad. relationship with new dad slides down hill.
still not now....finally find my "soul" couldnt do it for years start work with "the little zaps coming from my fingers" make it rain .... 3 times.... on a clear day. am a very violent little boy w/adhd. find a spell book on my bus and read and read and read... lose my virginity without a first kiss. Get known for being a smart kid, lonely and impartial to well everything. A friend tells me shes a wiccan and her brother taught her everything she knows. Meet brother discuss theologie. meet others do the same. start studing runes find the consepts of each one musch like my own mental processes for speach.
right around now... get another book. start my own grimoire. teach my cousin travis a little bit of stuff to calm him down. became friends with almost every girl in school and am well liked by guys. still no date. best friend leaves without warning pluning me into depression. find mystic wicks from friends bro. bro leaves other pagans leave havent heard from freind all summer. finally get out of dipression. find out its probably due to low blood sugar due to binging (excessive snaking) due to depression. have a faith crisis spreads to cousin.
the last month... go to church for 1rst time in four years on accident finally feel a something good from christens. reafirm my vows of honesty and secrecy. finally think I got a good shance at getting a special some one losing wheight again (good thing). write this.
and thats me,
Grey
unlike karl here I'm to considerate to leave my wife a widow a guess Ill just have to live forever- walter slovotsky