gahhh . . . help

[riftdrifter]

bad energy connection cant shake em keeps trying to pull me away from my wife my work my friends and my life. . . fighting off all the negative making myself look a fool . . . dreams being invaded, all the while my attacker"s" seems to be getting frustrated and more desperate. I need support I cant seem to fend for myself and face daily living. I was just awoken in a dream filled with mental torture, boredom of everyday life, illusion, everything all at once. its not so much a problem as it is a constant reminder of how awful people can be sometimes, try as they might my ties are too strong and I will win this.

[Clair de la Lune]

Do you have a trauma from the past sneaking up on you, or unresolved past or present issues? Do you feel you don't really have control of your life right now? Sometimes if you need someone to talk to (professionally) or have pent-up unexpressed emotions, or weren't able to grieve fully, it can come out to bite you in the a** like this and can be VERY intense! Your subconscious mind can do a LOT of tricky things when it's crying out to you to be noticed. Also, are you on any medications or herbs, etc. that maybe you should be off of because they might be interacting? You may need to be on some if you aren't to help your brain chemistry get back on track. I would suggest you see a homeopath/naturopathic doctor or regular M.D. or psychologist to see if you need anything changed in your life or just need a professional to talk to. Stress that is undealt with (and you may not realize you don't deal with stress well) can really wreak havok on you as well. You may need to seek out relaxation techniques and use them before bed, especially.

I hope I've been of help to you. Let me know if I can help more! Good luck, I'll be thinking of you and your situation and family today..

Hugs!!

[Ęthelflęd]

*sending positive energy your way*