I need extra energy.

[laserhazel]

I need energy for the disolution of some negative energy. The general sum of it is a feeling like I am behind a barrier that I am anxiously waiting to get out of. I am blocked in by something, some sort of energy of my parents, methinks.

If you want, take a look at this page, "Imagifamily (http://www.universalfather.netfirms.com/pentacles/imagifamily.htm)". It has a spell on it for the cause and might clarify the situation more.

love and light

[thought_on_a_wind]

still a little bit confused as of the details... you believe your parents are somehow binding or shielding you?

What faith are your parents?

Reason I ask is because prayers have a way with interfering with someone if enough will is instilled into the prayer. A lot of people under estimate the power of concentrating one's will on a goal... if that be the case then maybe all you need to is cleanse yourself and shield yourself (maybe even using a protective talisman of some sort or other depending on your personal symbolism...)...

Of course, this is all hinges on if I'm right in my assumption... if not I apologize and extend energy to you anyway to use towards rectifying this problem.

Blessed Be,
Thought (who dearly hopes he's not misinterpretting things)

[laserhazel]

I believe you are right on. Perhaps the energy I am referring to is more general than an energy bias based on theology.

More information, hmm. Try conceptualizing a clogged ajna and the resulant effect being the apparent manifestation of an imaginary mother, whom is much less energy than my real mom. I actually seek to clear my imagination, which is relative to certain chakra energies, mostly ajna, since ajna is the center for determining the difference between reality and imagination.

I sincerely appreciate your interest and assistance.

[thought_on_a_wind]

So... in a nut shell your third-eye is having trouble connecting to your imagination/lower/child-self by this super-imposed image of your mother... and this is short circuiting your energy work and leading you to feel powerless since the third-eye is central to discerning the other chakras (and many more things of the spiritual nature)?

This is exactly why I have my cards... unfortunately... I can't seem to find them, so I'll just have to mull it over for about 20 minutes or so... assuming my postulation is more in line... you mentioned that your brow chakra was blocked... do you mean that since it is blocked it's defaulting this "mini-mom"? Sorry if I seem like I'm asking too many questions, but it's been ages since I messed with chakra energies (aside from meditation of course).

And, you're welcome... the more I'm on here helping people, the less I feel a need to go outside and smoke :) (trying to quit the cold-turkey rout)

[thought_on_a_wind]

Just some general advice till I can think out something else...

Have you tried using quartz?

For either of the following, to absorb this blockage and sever the link wherever it resides... or to jumpstart your system.

I prefer clear quartz, but I believe it was either Amethyst or Rose that's the best for blockages...

More to come (when I think of it) if you still wish to hear it.

[thought_on_a_wind]

You might find a more complete answer somewhere in here (http://mysticwicks.com/forumdisplay.php?f=399).

I only specialize in generalities, and therefor can be somewhat null of help in terms of belief specific things.

The only thing I can say is that I feel that this impedance may be directly linked to someone that's actively projecting thoughts towards you... this can come in the way of a prayer, or just someone that wishes you'd adopt a more "fundamental" approach to life. Although I'm loathe to admit I'm still having trouble understanding this semi-imaginary, but not mother bit... I wish I could help you out more, and at the very least will extend energies from the streams in this area to help revitalize you and to wash away this negative blockage.

Just a couple last minute questions out of some random curiosity; Can you possibly ascertain any actions from the recent past that would have incurred negative karma? Or have you met with anyone seemingly unfamiliar to you that may possibly have had a reason of gain or retribution from disconnecting you (of course this question also applies to those that you do know as well)?

I wish you the best in either case, Blessed Be,
Thought

[laserhazel]

Just a couple last minute questions out of some random curiosity; Can you possibly ascertain any actions from the recent past that would have incurred negative karma? Or have you met with anyone seemingly unfamiliar to you that may possibly have had a reason of gain or retribution from disconnecting you (of course this question also applies to those that you do know as well)?

I know my blockage is relative to factors relating to a "love triangle". Apparently, the girl I have been with since before kindergarten is hard to move, and we broke up. Maybe the manifestation of the imaginary mother is none other than the energy of the ex-girlfriend, because of emotional security reasons of some sort?

Nicole is the girl I have been with since before kindergarten and Amanda is the new girlfriend who I do not seem to be able to call on the telephone due to backed up emotional and otherwise problematic energy. For some reason the imaginary mother seems to be the factor which has to be removed, in order to be able to clear the fifth chakra, though the perception of her would be in the sixth.

Again, I appreciate the assistance, I will go through the Cot on chakras.

[Æthelflæd]

*sending positive energy your way*

[laserhazel]

I went through the Cot class on Chakras and discovered that the disruption to my perception is a chakra energy problem. It appears that there is a necessity to clear more of the energy which is causing me to perceive illusion.

As it were, I was looking, and held at looking, at imaginary people that seemed not to be "that sick", as I went through all the death and dying of all people of all ages. I perceived them as not being "that sick", and my self as being somewhat healthy, so I would not be taken down by the death, or at least, the sickness.

I believe that the hardest parts of that are over. It is a strange perception, it is that all people are really one and that if only one person is caged by the essence of the illnesses, that the people being resurrected can do so without re-experiencing the illness or fear.

It took a lot of people to keep my energy high enough to quell all that sorrow and ill energy.

love and light