can you hear me?

[Tammy Sullivan]

I bow my head
and remember the dread
of speaking out loud to you
you yelled at me
your feelings free
you said I was no use to you
so I began to ponder on your every remark
until I pondered on all
from not only you
but others too
and In them I had to fall
each one said I was wrong
hurt me so strong
for I tied them all back to you
and now I wonder
out of your thunder
did you do as you intended to?
I as the speaker
just kept getting weaker
soon you heard me no more
my spirit smaller
my steps to falter
How can I just close the door