Is this for me..?

[Palimar]

So I cant help but to think that this is just something I cant do. No matter how bad I want to, or how much I think I should be able to, I just dont think I was meant for it. I was in the telekinesis class some time ago, but I couldnt do a single thing. I feel like I should be able to do something... I feel like there is something inside me that wants to just rip its way out, but there is not sign of it, besides on the inside. I have had dreams, and daydreams and plenty of thoughts about being able to do any kind of kinesis, or having some sort of "power" but I get nothing... any help to this or how to solve this dilema would be extremely helpful.

[Glowy]

ok, MOHO is that it takes years of practice... not just one class. Maybe you are trying too hard? I don't think TK is for all of us. If you feel strongly about it, perhaps you ought to seek new methods.

Best of luck to you on your quest:smile:

[cheddarsox]

Here are my thoughts after reading your post.

TK must represent something to you...other than just what it is.

I mean, here you are, thinking of something, you punch a few keys on a computer and people around the world who you don't even know are responding...so don't tell me you don't have the power to move things, you clearly do.

But for some reason you want to be able to make things happen through some other means. Might be worthwhile to investigate what that is all about for you personally. It might free something up and help you along.

The way I look at it is this, the Universe has evolved us with amazing abilities to communicate and get things done. Sometimes it boggles my mind that a person will spend endless hours of practice trying to move a pencil or bend a spoon with their mind, when it would take so much less energy to just use their hands.

Maybe there are better uses for your mind power, that will truly yield huge results, essentially moving what amounts to mountains, things that truly cannot be moved through sweat effort alone.

that being said, if TK is where it's at for you...the most adept creatures I know at TK are rabbits. I've kept them for decades and a rabbit can think an item from across the room into their cage. It's astounding. Rabbits are very psychically active and noisy creatures, for all their quiet exterior. The ones I am most familiar with are domestic rabbits which are European wild rabbits, so I don't really know about jack rabbits, cotton tails, etc.

But you might want to meditate and hook into a rabbit as a totem animal, because they know how to move things with their minds.

[Solya]

We've all got power inside of us that's waiting to come out. Some of us manifest it in telekinesis, others in healing, etc... there's also people whose greatest strength lies in things like counseling or working with technology... and it's all power, because it affects the world around us big time.

Yet, I don't think we should force it to come. If it is meant for us in this life... if we are supposed to have this power and change something with it... it will come regardless of whether we force it upon ourselves through training or not. So just wait, and study it, and it'll come if it's meant to. Perhaps it will manifest in a totally different way than you expected.

[Terra Mater]

We've all heard of "writer's block," well you have a power block. You are so knotted up inside that you cannot "perform".

So, just as with "writer's block" you need to keep trying, not to get past the block, per se, but just keep doing your exercises and practices even if you do not feel that you are going to get anywhere with it.

When you finish the exercises, dive into yourself with some meditation. Visualize the block as a wall and begin picking a hole at it. The type of wall you visualize will help you to figure out the source of your block and picking at the wall is a way to worry through the problem.

Good luck.

[watersprite]

Something that takes YEARS of work, luv, unless you have a natural talent. Then it still has to be developed and some sort of control has to be taught. You can't just toss things around a room. PErhaps a bit more study and relaxed practice or even more than one "class" to understand what you are trying to do...

[tellmethetruth]

So I cant help but to think that this is just something I cant do. No matter how bad I want to, or how much I think I should be able to, I just dont think I was meant for it. I was in the telekinesis class some time ago, but I couldnt do a single thing. I feel like I should be able to do something... I feel like there is something inside me that wants to just rip its way out, but there is not sign of it, besides on the inside. I have had dreams, and daydreams and plenty of thoughts about being able to do any kind of kinesis, or having some sort of "power" but I get nothing... any help to this or how to solve this dilema would be extremely helpful.

I think you've answered your own question. The energy does what we believe it will do. Although you want it to happen you don't believe it's going to happen.

I suggest trying some other things for a while, and letting this go for now - or studying it and watching other people do it but not doing it yourself. There will come a time when you will know it's going to happen. At that time, you will do it.

[RunningRiot]

I believe anything's possible, it's just finding out how to do it.

If you feel it's right for you; don't give up. Just make sure your feelings are coming from the right place, and isn't just false hope or ego or anything like that.

It sounds like you're trying to hard, or trying the wrong method. I'd take a break for a while, maybe you are suppose to do things at your natural pace instead of that of a class?

[Palimar]

Maybe it is that TK isnt for me, but now that some of you mention it, I believe that I do have something to do with healing. I had surgery about 2 months ago and about 3 weeks I was almost fully healed when I was told by the doctor it would take at least 8 weeks to be completely healed. Also, my cuts and bruises do seem to always heal faster then normal. My dog also had a very bad case of distemper and they gave her about a 20% chance of living and I would sit down with her and think about her being better and getting over it. Sure enough she did and she is perfectly healthy now. So with all that said... how can I dive deeper into this. Its obviously not normal for someone to heal that fast without some sort of help, seeing as the doctor was amazed by it. Where can I start reading up on the information about healing and the different types? Anything will be helpful. Maybe I can get back to the TK later once I am able to find and control whatever it is inside me =]

[Morrigan_Wolfwind]

Maybe it is that TK isnt for me, but now that some of you mention it, I believe that I do have something to do with healing. [cut] how can I dive deeper into this. Its obviously not normal for someone to heal that fast without some sort of help, seeing as the doctor was amazed by it. Where can I start reading up on the information about healing and the different types? Anything will be helpful. Maybe I can get back to the TK later once I am able to find and control whatever it is inside me =]

What you described is definitely suitable for something like Reiki or other forms of energy therapy. Wikipedia has lots of articles about alternative medicine.

[Palimar]

On my way to wikipedia to learn more right now! Thanks!

*Edit* I read up on it and it seems very... wishwashy. They dont really talk much about how to do it or anything... It definitely sounds like something I would be interested in learning though. Where can I go to learn about it?

[Gypsyballad]

You could try going to Amazon.com. They might have books that could teach you how to develop your healing ability. You could do a search for Psychic Healing, or Energy Therapy, and I'm sure you could find a few books on psychic healing. If you're being budget-conscious, you could always go to your local library and look for books there.

Hope that helps!