looking up and falling down

[midnight-moonphoenix]

i just don't know what to do. my husband is deppressed. because he is stuck in the same old cycle of work but unwilling to uproot himself for happiness. i am deppressed cuz i feel like i cant help him, and the pyshic attacks that he has been getting. i feel distant from him because we can't afford to do some of the fun things we use to together. we lost our son to still born in april and things have just weighed us down since. things that should not be that hard are. yes i miss my son and it was bad, but i have grieved and had to accept the truth and wait for a better time for children since i was not ready. really i can't sink in to stress, boredom, frustration, and depression much deeper with out having a mental breakdown.

please please let stuff get better and us onto a road that we are so eager to travel and that is change (good) i have been trying to influence this change but feel as if there is a barrier. a move, a better job for him, school.
if energies could be pulled my way for strength to carry on through this time of struggle i would appreciate it.

hurray to the good people of the world, and a chance of true peace to us all struggling through it at this time and in the future.

[Annorah]

Positive, strengthening and comforting energies on their way to you both.

:hugz:

[Philosophia]

Sending healing, positive, prosperity, and comforting energy to you and your husband! :hugz:

[midnight-moonphoenix]

thank you both for your kind gestures. this is a time of great trial for us all right now. money, school, gas, food prices all go up and relief is hard to find. descent people to far inbetween all the problems. we are few and spread out those of us willing to help one another. for all those out there hoping to see something better than are current situations come out of this., personal and worldly i send energies to all of you , hoping they will give you hope, strength, and the willpower to carry on and cause the changes that may be on the minds of us all or for those in need of it for personal reasons as well.


peace be with us all, and the strength to fight a decsent fight for everyone.
good health and happiness
good night.

midnight-moonphoenix