tooltb120
November 1st, 2008, 12:34 AM
Hi everyone,
I,m new here but it feels like home here already.I've been searching all my life for this,and the thing is I did'nt even know what I was looking for.Just felt empty and alone,and different.I was born connected to nature somehow,maybe it runs in the family,not sure,but I can feel it deep in my heart,that this is where I belong.I'm not here on a whim or to be cool or anything like that,but have been elated to finally find out some answers or reassurance on things thats been going on all my life.
Here's alittle about me,born and raised in the country by my grandparents,which have passed away when I was 15 and 19,have been on my own ever since.I now live in the city,but still visit the property I have inherited in the country,about 30 acers.I seem to have abilities or senses that no one can explain,they just think I'm nuts.I also have ulcerative collites which seems to come and go depending on the season and weather,doctors cant explain it.Here is something else people have a hard time with when it comes to me,animals seem to follow me and want to talk or something,and I dont mean like cats or dogs,but for example,two weeks ago,I was sitting at a base of a tree just relaxing and thinking when a squirrel came up and sat on my foot for about 5 mins.A big grey squirrel,it just sat there looking at me chattering up a storm,don't know what it wanted.
I,ve also have had deer come up to me and sniff me,a red fox followed me one day at about 10 to 20 yards back for about a mile and a half,seeing what I was up to I think.Lots of times I've had red tail hawks land in trees about 5 to 10 feet away and start clucking like a chicken and bobbing there head at me like I could understand what they where saying.Well anyway there's more,but a little at a time.
Sorry for the long post,but glad to be here anyway.Looking forward to chatting with you all,and hope you don't think I'm crazy either,oh yeah I can also tell when it's going to rain way before it does,just by the feeling I get and sometimes smell
Take care and peace
Tim
I,m new here but it feels like home here already.I've been searching all my life for this,and the thing is I did'nt even know what I was looking for.Just felt empty and alone,and different.I was born connected to nature somehow,maybe it runs in the family,not sure,but I can feel it deep in my heart,that this is where I belong.I'm not here on a whim or to be cool or anything like that,but have been elated to finally find out some answers or reassurance on things thats been going on all my life.
Here's alittle about me,born and raised in the country by my grandparents,which have passed away when I was 15 and 19,have been on my own ever since.I now live in the city,but still visit the property I have inherited in the country,about 30 acers.I seem to have abilities or senses that no one can explain,they just think I'm nuts.I also have ulcerative collites which seems to come and go depending on the season and weather,doctors cant explain it.Here is something else people have a hard time with when it comes to me,animals seem to follow me and want to talk or something,and I dont mean like cats or dogs,but for example,two weeks ago,I was sitting at a base of a tree just relaxing and thinking when a squirrel came up and sat on my foot for about 5 mins.A big grey squirrel,it just sat there looking at me chattering up a storm,don't know what it wanted.
I,ve also have had deer come up to me and sniff me,a red fox followed me one day at about 10 to 20 yards back for about a mile and a half,seeing what I was up to I think.Lots of times I've had red tail hawks land in trees about 5 to 10 feet away and start clucking like a chicken and bobbing there head at me like I could understand what they where saying.Well anyway there's more,but a little at a time.
Sorry for the long post,but glad to be here anyway.Looking forward to chatting with you all,and hope you don't think I'm crazy either,oh yeah I can also tell when it's going to rain way before it does,just by the feeling I get and sometimes smell
Take care and peace
Tim