seeker_Ashling
October 22nd, 2002, 02:02 PM
Brighid~
I call to you to help me learn to make my decisions carefully, and to think my actions and their consequences through. I am thirsting for guidance, feeling blindly on a dark path with no markers. My only guidance is my intuition, which I am learning to trust, Thank the Goddess. I am having troubles with my personal relationships, keeping my loyalties where they should be. My Fiance's best friend and I walk the same path, while my Fiance is more scientific minded, and very withdrawn. Brighid, sometimes I feel as if I am not enough, and am cautious of hoping to be. I know that this is more faith than your Love deserves, but I feel it is a senseless, albeit very real love. On my part. My eyes are wandering, and I find myself turning to Dranek for guidance and comfort. When something exciting happens to me, I long to share it with Dranek, not my Love. Disappointment, I suppose, for the many times that I've gotten excited and spurned, or possibly because he never seems interested in knowing anymore. It hurts, Brighid, but I need to find a way to bring us all together again, and I know that yours is the path I must walk to find what I am seeking. I will light a candle right now and do a short meditation until my love awakens. Thank you Brighid, my bright Goddess, for listening, and always for loving.
Kalitare Aril-lin
I call to you to help me learn to make my decisions carefully, and to think my actions and their consequences through. I am thirsting for guidance, feeling blindly on a dark path with no markers. My only guidance is my intuition, which I am learning to trust, Thank the Goddess. I am having troubles with my personal relationships, keeping my loyalties where they should be. My Fiance's best friend and I walk the same path, while my Fiance is more scientific minded, and very withdrawn. Brighid, sometimes I feel as if I am not enough, and am cautious of hoping to be. I know that this is more faith than your Love deserves, but I feel it is a senseless, albeit very real love. On my part. My eyes are wandering, and I find myself turning to Dranek for guidance and comfort. When something exciting happens to me, I long to share it with Dranek, not my Love. Disappointment, I suppose, for the many times that I've gotten excited and spurned, or possibly because he never seems interested in knowing anymore. It hurts, Brighid, but I need to find a way to bring us all together again, and I know that yours is the path I must walk to find what I am seeking. I will light a candle right now and do a short meditation until my love awakens. Thank you Brighid, my bright Goddess, for listening, and always for loving.
Kalitare Aril-lin