Worried and scared...

[WtchyChick13]

PLEASE, be with them. I didn't know it was this bad. Watch over them and get the evil out of that house.

My cousin has put her own mother and son in this horror. That child is the closest thing to my own son and I don't know what I'd do if something happened to him.

The situation keeps escalating and because there is a weapon in that house, I'm worried as to just how far it will go.

Please, get my aunt and my little man out of there and to a safe place. When my aunt goes away, that little one will be there by himself with this nightmare.

My cousin needs your strength to stick with it this time. She is so lonely and anyone will do. Why him? He has separated her from the rest of us and has put her child in harm's way.

Please, please, please, let this end peacefully. The rest of us feel so helpless. My mother is so upset. We just don't know what to do and really can't do anything.

Let him stay away. Let his anger be directed elsewhere. Let this man find another path and leave my family alone in peace. Let my little one be safe. Let my aunt find the happiness she had given up for her daughter. Let their house be protected.

And please, let none be hurt in anyway.



So mote it be.

[MammaStar]

So mote it be!

[WtchyChick13]

And...it gets worse.

This week was supposed to be a good one. Haven't I learned by now that it's just not going to be that way?

Still no news from the bad situation with my aunt and little one. I'm keeping hope that no news is good news.

On top of everything else, now my grandfather is sick. He worries so much at this time of the year because of the losses he's gone through. Now, he is ill and he is worried. We don't know how bad it is and won't until he's in the hospital. At his age, just the slightest thing can end up to be so much more. It was this same thing that almost killed him last time.

I just want him to be calm. If he worries, his blood pressure will go up and that is never a good thing. He still doesn't know that he's going into the hospital which will help a lot. But he still has a few days to go stir crazy and conjure up worst case scenarios. Please just watch over him and let him be well.

On this same note, please grant my father the patience he will need to deal with grandpa. 4 days together, (while fun to watch from the outside) is a nitemare for the two of them. It's not like it used to be, but my father has the patience span of a fruitfly.

Be with the hospital staff as my grandfather has a reputation of driving them all insane.


On another note, I am sick. It doesn't want to let up and is holding on with avengence. I'm so weak although the sleep helped a bit. I have things to do tomorrow and will be in and out of the rain which will not help me to get better. Let it just go away. My chest and throat hurts so much because of the coughing so I'm trying not to even though I need to.

I will be seeing dad on Wednesday and I'd really like it to go well. If I'm sick, it won't. Plus, I have to talk to him about a few things and I'm worried about how it's going to go. This whole thing with grandpa has thrown him a bit, this really came out of nowhere. I've been wanting to talk to him for a while, but now doesn't seem like the right time. I just don't know anymore.


I hope this week goes quickly. I hope I get to see my grandfather. I hope my father keeps it together. I hope my mother is ok through all of this. And I hope that I'll never have another week like this again. ;)


So mote it be.

[Flar's Freyja]

Mother and Father,

Be with my sister and her family, surround them with love, healing and protection. Give her all the strength she needs to take care of herself first so that she can give what is needed.

So Mote It Be.

[WtchyChick13]

Another birthday filled with tears. Another day shot. It's finally over now.

Now I ask to please be with Dad as he goes through more sadness. Tomorrow is a big day for him and my grandfather. May the energy they need come to them.


Thank you for getting me through this far and I thank you for the friends I have here and for my mother for they have given me a few smiles today in an otherwise wasted day.

I thank you also for letting Dad and I get this far. I wouldn'tve been able to say the things I needed to a few years ago and I felt your strength with me.

It's got to get better. It really does. It can't keep going like this.