Help, im trying to figure this out!

[Tranquility]

Hiyas everyone. More recently i have become more aware of just nature, everything along, and its being. Sometimes if i touch a tree, or smell the scent coming from a certain leaf, tree, or herb i will get this feeling like my soul is pulling me away from it, like i just want to get away from the real life and be with nature. It feels like the energy rips out of my soul because there is too much good energy that i cannot get it all out. It feels like i just am being called to a place of tranquility and beauty, and for some reason being called to ireland? A wierd thing is about ireland, lately out of no where i felt like i just wanted to visit and live in ireland. I just kind of pushed it out of my head but every day i think about sitting there in my house, and feeling settled and perfect, that energy pulling feeling is gone, and im settled and in line and touch with nature. Any possible theories would be great, im in a state mixed with confusion, energy, anxiousness, im just being pulled in a state and place that i want to be, but i don't know where or how to reach it.
Thank you everyone

[Flar's Freyja]

Sounds like you may have been in Ireland in a past life....or your guides are telling you that there is something there for you. Can you realistically pursue going there?

The mundane options would be doing some research on jobs and housing and where'd you get the money to visit or move. The spiritual options would be continuing to meditate, studying Irish deities and folklore and the like. Answers could be revealed to you in that process. You might also use your favorite divination tool to get closer to the messages that are trying to come through to you.

The runes Eihwaz and Mannaz can help you get in touch with your ancestors and Hagalaz can assist you with the past.

[Tranquility]

Thanks a lot freyja, i will try those. And visiting ireland could definately be a possibility, my family is the traveling type, every summer we go out of the country to europe or australia or africa or anywhere of interest, i think ill try to have to next family trip in ireland =)