Kaylara
November 14th, 2002, 12:21 PM
With everything that has happened this year, I have decided that it is a good idea just to take it easy, and relax, and try to deal with my own issues before going out into the world... This is my choice... And the other night I find out that apparently there is a rumor going around (I don't know with whom, since I really haven't been in public aside from work for the past 4 months) that Traz is not letting me go out, and is controling me. And other crap that I am to pissed to write now... AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!! WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH PEOPLE?!?!?!?!?!?!? I AM F***ING DEPRESSED OK! I AM NOT FIT TO BE AROUND OTHER PEOPLE IN PUBLIC RIGHT NOW, AND IF YOU CAN'T HANDLE THAT, THEN TOUGH SHIT!
I'll get out of my funk when I can... That's my business, and you're just going to have to deal. This is something that no amount of talking about is going to help. In fact, I think that it makes things worse. I need to deal, and I have really no patience right now, and I'm going to flip out on you if you piss me off or even irritate me a little bit... Ask Traz... He's been dealing with me the past couple of month almost constantly... He doesn't have my tied up in the basement... I'm allowed to come and go freely, and how Forking retarded do you have to be to believe that he would be able to control me or vice versa. If you haven't noticed, we're both very strong willed, and very stubborn... It isn't happening, hasn't happened, and never will happened.
It's a bit better on the messageboard because I can just walk away... I don't have to scream every single obscenity I think in a person's face when they piss me off here. I can just walk away until I calm down... Real life is not like that. I don't want to hurt people if I can at all avoid it, so while you may think that I'm ditching you, and that's hurting your feelings... Trust me... You don't want to know what's going on, and you don't want to get the brunt of this... So just stay out of my way until the PMS wears off..
*Sigh* OK... I feel better now.
Kaylara
I'll get out of my funk when I can... That's my business, and you're just going to have to deal. This is something that no amount of talking about is going to help. In fact, I think that it makes things worse. I need to deal, and I have really no patience right now, and I'm going to flip out on you if you piss me off or even irritate me a little bit... Ask Traz... He's been dealing with me the past couple of month almost constantly... He doesn't have my tied up in the basement... I'm allowed to come and go freely, and how Forking retarded do you have to be to believe that he would be able to control me or vice versa. If you haven't noticed, we're both very strong willed, and very stubborn... It isn't happening, hasn't happened, and never will happened.
It's a bit better on the messageboard because I can just walk away... I don't have to scream every single obscenity I think in a person's face when they piss me off here. I can just walk away until I calm down... Real life is not like that. I don't want to hurt people if I can at all avoid it, so while you may think that I'm ditching you, and that's hurting your feelings... Trust me... You don't want to know what's going on, and you don't want to get the brunt of this... So just stay out of my way until the PMS wears off..
*Sigh* OK... I feel better now.
Kaylara