Thistle
November 18th, 2002, 02:25 AM
Please, Mother, I've endured so much over the past year.
First there was the fire. Then Chester died.
Please let Holly be safe. Let her come to her senses. I've done the best I can do with her and for her, and still everything I do is wrong. I'm only human. I can only take so much. I love her more than life itself, and yet she spits on it. I did nothing to deserve the emotional abuse she dishes out to me. Yet, it continues.
Now, we're waiting to find out if Joni has breast cancer. Please, let it not be so.
I have never hurt so much as I do now. Please, give me strength. Please, help me cope. Please, let things turn out well. I just can't take any more.
First there was the fire. Then Chester died.
Please let Holly be safe. Let her come to her senses. I've done the best I can do with her and for her, and still everything I do is wrong. I'm only human. I can only take so much. I love her more than life itself, and yet she spits on it. I did nothing to deserve the emotional abuse she dishes out to me. Yet, it continues.
Now, we're waiting to find out if Joni has breast cancer. Please, let it not be so.
I have never hurt so much as I do now. Please, give me strength. Please, help me cope. Please, let things turn out well. I just can't take any more.