Goddess...WHAT is going on?

[Danustouch]

Why must all the proverbial animal waste hit the fan at one time? What is going on here, Mother? How much more do I have to lose, or give up?

My marriage, several friendships, identity, independence, my Grandmother is dying. My Grandfather has one foot in the grave. Now Frank? Why??????

People say that every cloud has a silver lining. Well where the hell is mine? How much more do I have to give up, before I have nothing left to give. I've HIT rock bottom Goddess. Or soon will be. So..uh..when do things begin to look up?

I'm trying so hard here to keep my sanity..but if this is all some part of some greater plan that you've implemented, You're NOT making it easy! Every day I lose a little bit more of it, and I don't know how much more I can take.

Something has to change, something has got to show me a little light at the end of the Tunnell. But...All I see is pitch dark. If I'm supposed to find my way...give me a flashlight, at least!

[Nissala]

Mother Goddess, please shed some light for my friend, ease her pain and miseries, show her there is light at the end of the tunnel. Sometimes it is a long tunnel though. Be with her, give her strength and wisdom to pull through these hard times.

in love and light,
your loving daughter
Nissala

[Flar's Freyja]

So Mote It Be.

[Lavender]

Mother Goddess, be kind to your daughter, Danustouch. Let her find the guidance she seeks. Let it be so.

[AmbivalentMirage]

Father Chokhmah and Mother Binah, please be with Danustouch and grant her wisdom and understanding in her situation. And Child Tiferet, please be with her and guide her into the beauty of the situation that the darkness may be only a memory unto her.

[WandererInGray]

*hugs and blessings for Danustouch*

[Azure]

*offers a smile, a glass of wine, and a flashlight to Danustouch*

May the Powers that Be look kindly upon you.

[Kilia]

Mother Goddess hear my prayer for Danustouch.

Lead, guide and direct her to know that there are many blessings in this life and her present pain will soon be a memory.

Hold fast her faith and be with her especially in this time of need.

Your loving daughter,
Kilia

[shnen]

Mother, provide Danus with the strength and love she needs.

So mote it be!

*hugs*

[Moon Daughter]

Universe works in mysterious ways...and She loves surprising us..at times not positively, but always with best intentions in mind.
may everything work out for you
my heart goes out to you.

[Inga]

Last year at the end of April, our house burned down. Those living there were myself, my husband and son, my best friend and her boyfriend. It was their house and we rented, and we all lived together as a family. I woke up one morning to find the place filled with smoke. I followed it into my son's room, and found it engulfed in flames, with him in the middle. I got him out, woke up my friend (the men were at work), got us all and the animals out of the house. We lost everything, and we found out that there was no fire insurance. We spent months homeless, but eventually got on our feet. It turns out that this was a blessing in disguise. My friend's boyfriend, while he had a good heart, was a deadbeat in all senses of the word. She had been with him for eleven years, but this was the final straw. She left him, and has since found a new love, a man who treats her like a queen and makes her very happy. He loves her the way she should be loved, with nothing held back. The old boyfriend had destroyed her self confidence and self worth, making her feel as though she were nothing. If the fire hadn't happened, she would still be with him, and miserable. We would still be living there perhaps, and I know that eventually I would have lost the best friend I ever had, and the godmother to my son, because of the stress of living around the old boyfriend and watching him abuse my friend.
It still hurts, but it worked out. It turned out to be what was needed, because only a divine intervention would have opened her eyes and gotten her out of a relationship that would ultimately have smothered her to death. The fire was simply the instrument chosen to accomplish this. Ironically, our friendship has never been stronger than it is now. We are closer than sisters, closer than lovers, and this precious friendship would have been lost.
As for all of the tragedy in your life, you have my deepest sympathies. My mother died shortly after the fire, so I know the pain you must be feeling. You will be in my thoughts and in my prayers to the Goddess for help through this time.
Truly, Blessed Be.
Inga

[Thistle]

Blessings to you, Danustouch. I know exactly how you feel. May the Blessed Mother grant you the respite you need.