Divine Mother Shekhinah

[AmbivalentMirage]

*opens up a new room set up with a large painting of the tree of life and touches Malkhuth*

Dear Mother...please help me as I start this new part of my journey. I feel like I have been reborn into this life, and it's very frightening. I really need your comfort right now. That is what your purpose is, no? Comfort and nurturing? Please, bring me your peace as I strive towards your perfection. Be with me always. Touch my soul and heal my wounded heart. I can cry no longer...I hate this. I hate hate hate this. I really want to know what direction to turn it, but nobody has the answers. Nobody, except you, that is...and you aren't very talkative. Please send me messages in my dreams or in my conscious...whatever, but please do not forsake me from your loving arms.

HaShem, please be with me. I do not know what else to say. I feel very dark and cornered and I really want to disappear. I need to let go, but you seem to have tied my soul to her and I cannot force myself to let go. Grant me strenght and wisdom, please. Blessed be your Name forever and ever.

*lights a teal candle representing teardrops and a red one representing the heart*

[AmbivalentMirage]

Mother,
Thank you for your guidance this week! I've ended it feeling 1000% better than normal!!! Please help tomorrow to go well and let me continue in my nurturing mode. Life is hard...but I can make it through. Guide me concerning Mél and Judy...and please let me know where I should go. Arise, oh Divine Mother, and connect to HaShem! I charge thee, arise!

HaShem,
Blessed is Your Names FOREVER. I'm just so happy it's not even funny. Thank you for guiding me down this path and letting me feel connected to Mother Shekhinah. =) Continue to be with me, I ask, and let me understand my footsteps. Let me..."look for myself", as I was told earlier. I don't really understand it...but I will try. Blessed are the Ten who is One. Blessed are the Three who is One. Blessed is all creation who is in One. Be charged, praised, glorified, exalted, magnified, empowered, and loved! May your messengers be empowered to do what is before them and guide us all!

*lights seven white candles in thanksgiving and a yellow candle to draw in more positive energies*