Aviendha
November 21st, 2002, 12:41 AM
Hi, I'm new here...duh! I have a lot of questions about a lot of things. I hope you guys can point me in the right direction. Okay, this might take awhile!
1. I had (still might have) a ghost (?)...spirit (?)...demon (?) that had attached itself to me one night while I played on the quija board. (I was like 12 and didn't know you wheren't supposed to play alone!) My friend was playing with me but became very tierd and almost instently fell asleep. (Weird in itself.) Well, years past and I became older and lot my baby fat and began to look more like a women then a child. The 'spirit' noticed these changes and well...*sigh* I don't know if I can explain this with out writing a huge paragraph....Lets just say it torcherd me and left marks on me by doing sexual things....uh....anyway, I tried to banish it by telling him to leave. I even had a few dreams with him inside of and tryed to banish him then, he laughed at me. My friends tried to help, but where only left with deep, red, burning claw marks. Everytime I would talk about him, i would get light headed and (for some reason) my eyes would turn gold. There's a lot more, but i don't want to bore anyone. My question is, what sort of spirit was he? He said he hated me and the reason why he was there was because he was supposed to help release something inside of me...what does that mean?
2. My friend who was studing to be a Shawmen told me my spirit animals. He said one was a hawk, but what kind he wasn't sure, but it had long feathers coming from its head, wolf, feild mouse, and an owl. How can I tell if this is true or not? And what do they mean?
3. My three coven sisters have all had a dream with a man in a black top hat, tux, and sometimes with a cane. He would walk up to us and say, "I have something important to tell you." Now my friends feel nothing but fear and run or fly away from him and he chases them. I on the other hand feel no fear. I asked him what it is and he walks away. I never know what it is he wants to tell me. I've been told that he is an evil being and I should never ever follow him. But if he was an evil being...wouldn't I sence it like my other friends do? Is HE the fear or is the answer he is offering that makes them run? Am I not ready to hear what he has to tell me and that is why he walks away?
4. Has anyone read The Mayfair Witches by Ann Rice? If so, how would one find a spirit that could do as he (Lasher) did? I.E. bring them money, jewels, books, protection and etc.? (Not includeing the sexual parts of corse.) If it doesn't harm anyone, is it okay? Do the laws of three apply here? Is there such a spirit? Is it safe?
If someone could answer these questions, please tell me. Thank you for reading my long post! Blessed be!
1. I had (still might have) a ghost (?)...spirit (?)...demon (?) that had attached itself to me one night while I played on the quija board. (I was like 12 and didn't know you wheren't supposed to play alone!) My friend was playing with me but became very tierd and almost instently fell asleep. (Weird in itself.) Well, years past and I became older and lot my baby fat and began to look more like a women then a child. The 'spirit' noticed these changes and well...*sigh* I don't know if I can explain this with out writing a huge paragraph....Lets just say it torcherd me and left marks on me by doing sexual things....uh....anyway, I tried to banish it by telling him to leave. I even had a few dreams with him inside of and tryed to banish him then, he laughed at me. My friends tried to help, but where only left with deep, red, burning claw marks. Everytime I would talk about him, i would get light headed and (for some reason) my eyes would turn gold. There's a lot more, but i don't want to bore anyone. My question is, what sort of spirit was he? He said he hated me and the reason why he was there was because he was supposed to help release something inside of me...what does that mean?
2. My friend who was studing to be a Shawmen told me my spirit animals. He said one was a hawk, but what kind he wasn't sure, but it had long feathers coming from its head, wolf, feild mouse, and an owl. How can I tell if this is true or not? And what do they mean?
3. My three coven sisters have all had a dream with a man in a black top hat, tux, and sometimes with a cane. He would walk up to us and say, "I have something important to tell you." Now my friends feel nothing but fear and run or fly away from him and he chases them. I on the other hand feel no fear. I asked him what it is and he walks away. I never know what it is he wants to tell me. I've been told that he is an evil being and I should never ever follow him. But if he was an evil being...wouldn't I sence it like my other friends do? Is HE the fear or is the answer he is offering that makes them run? Am I not ready to hear what he has to tell me and that is why he walks away?
4. Has anyone read The Mayfair Witches by Ann Rice? If so, how would one find a spirit that could do as he (Lasher) did? I.E. bring them money, jewels, books, protection and etc.? (Not includeing the sexual parts of corse.) If it doesn't harm anyone, is it okay? Do the laws of three apply here? Is there such a spirit? Is it safe?
If someone could answer these questions, please tell me. Thank you for reading my long post! Blessed be!