Purrcatnip
September 22nd, 2009, 12:30 AM
Hello,
I have been away from Mysticwicks for quite some time now. I really need some help though. Lately, I have been very sick.. like possibly going to die sick. Although, I am not sure if technically you call a blood clot being sick, maybe injury is a better word. Either way, I was hospitalized and now I am out and on meds. Things aren't going good. I didn't have medical insurance, and it really shocked me to have this happen.
I am stressed. Hardcore stressed and nothing will make me relax. I stay awake at night worrying, attempting to plan my way out of this mess, and while I can plan my way out of the finances.. I can't figure out how to heal.
I found out today, I am having allergic skin issues to my medication and am attempting to reach my doctor about (3 phone calls, and 1 voice message). The nurse finally got back to at the end of the day and said she would have the doctor call me tomorrow. So, I await for that response..
Its so funny because I always feel like when everything is going great, there is one issue that will crash it all. I have the perfect boyfriend, apartment, new job, friends, etc.. and then I find out that I have a condition that could have killed me.
My boyfriend thinks that the stress is causing me to reject getting better. I think he is right but I can't destress. I know every trick in the book (candle light meditation, baths, soft music) and yet.. it wont go away.
So.. realized I am ranting.. lol. Long story short, If people could keep me in their prayers..I would appreciate it.
~Trisha
I have been away from Mysticwicks for quite some time now. I really need some help though. Lately, I have been very sick.. like possibly going to die sick. Although, I am not sure if technically you call a blood clot being sick, maybe injury is a better word. Either way, I was hospitalized and now I am out and on meds. Things aren't going good. I didn't have medical insurance, and it really shocked me to have this happen.
I am stressed. Hardcore stressed and nothing will make me relax. I stay awake at night worrying, attempting to plan my way out of this mess, and while I can plan my way out of the finances.. I can't figure out how to heal.
I found out today, I am having allergic skin issues to my medication and am attempting to reach my doctor about (3 phone calls, and 1 voice message). The nurse finally got back to at the end of the day and said she would have the doctor call me tomorrow. So, I await for that response..
Its so funny because I always feel like when everything is going great, there is one issue that will crash it all. I have the perfect boyfriend, apartment, new job, friends, etc.. and then I find out that I have a condition that could have killed me.
My boyfriend thinks that the stress is causing me to reject getting better. I think he is right but I can't destress. I know every trick in the book (candle light meditation, baths, soft music) and yet.. it wont go away.
So.. realized I am ranting.. lol. Long story short, If people could keep me in their prayers..I would appreciate it.
~Trisha