Rosselin
November 8th, 2009, 05:00 AM
hello, i'm 25 and from Michigan.
I really dont know what you'd call me. I'm not really sure if i fit under the 'pagan' heading but i know i cant quite call myself 'Christian' anymore although i used to be planning to go into Christian ministry.
I have a sister who is a witch, a boyfriend who is half demon, and about all i can boast is an unusually intune (compared to most anyway) 6th sense... and on occasion, an entity that snarls at me.
I can say that i have journeyed to the gates of Hell and really dont think i will ever step foot in a church again... if i can help it, anyway. I have come to accept many things as truth that i once thought as lies, and find that many things i once thought were truth are actually lies.
I've come to realize that the truth is neither history nor myth but a combination thereof. Everything believed at one point, i feel, exists in some form, even if that form might not be what the people who believed it thought it was.
I have many dreams that i'm not sure of whether or not they are prophecy or my subconscious playing tricks on me. In one, i am a demon hunter, killing mephistopheles with an athemai. In another, i shape-shift into a panther to rip his heart out. They seem to reoccur, and alternate. I'm not sure if i really will do one of these or if my subconscious is just showing me how much hatred i have for my boyfriend's 'other' dad.
I look forward to seeking the truth with all of you.
Blessed Be, Rosselin
I really dont know what you'd call me. I'm not really sure if i fit under the 'pagan' heading but i know i cant quite call myself 'Christian' anymore although i used to be planning to go into Christian ministry.
I have a sister who is a witch, a boyfriend who is half demon, and about all i can boast is an unusually intune (compared to most anyway) 6th sense... and on occasion, an entity that snarls at me.
I can say that i have journeyed to the gates of Hell and really dont think i will ever step foot in a church again... if i can help it, anyway. I have come to accept many things as truth that i once thought as lies, and find that many things i once thought were truth are actually lies.
I've come to realize that the truth is neither history nor myth but a combination thereof. Everything believed at one point, i feel, exists in some form, even if that form might not be what the people who believed it thought it was.
I have many dreams that i'm not sure of whether or not they are prophecy or my subconscious playing tricks on me. In one, i am a demon hunter, killing mephistopheles with an athemai. In another, i shape-shift into a panther to rip his heart out. They seem to reoccur, and alternate. I'm not sure if i really will do one of these or if my subconscious is just showing me how much hatred i have for my boyfriend's 'other' dad.
I look forward to seeking the truth with all of you.
Blessed Be, Rosselin