Help me I failed

[Adamantea]

I failed my exams. Because of my failure, everything, and I do mean everything, collapsed around me. My mother doesn't believe in me anymore even though I am trying to look for a solution. My future is now unclear and I fear I destined to fail. I'm in debt. The future is not clear.

What I wanted to know, what would happen to me if I continue this path of recovery? I'm so sick of my mother telling me that I'm a failure. I tried not listening to her. I have sought help from people at my college and undergoing a painful process of getting myself out and getting back on track. I don't know if that seeking is the correct course of action. I tried tarots readings for myself, but I think I'm too deep in negativity to understand my cards.

My birthday is 12-15-1987.

[Chicory_Witch]

Single card- The Tower

Everyone wants to succeed and be looked up too. Those who accomplish their dreams glow with honesty, while false 'embellishments' quickly tarnish. Stick to what is needed and real. Don't panic if things haven't turned out the way you've hoped. Try to compromise and see yourself in the eyes of your adversary.

Seven Card Draw (based on Birthday): Do any of these stand out to you immediately?
1- 6 of Swords
2-Wheel of Fortune
3- 6 of Pentacles
4- The Star
5- Page of Cups
6- 7 of Pentacles
7- The Lovers

[Adamantea]

Single card- The Tower
Everyone wants to succeed and be looked up too. Those who accomplish their dreams glow with honesty, while false 'embellishments' quickly tarnish. Stick to what is needed and real. Don't panic if things haven't turned out the way you've hoped. Try to compromise and see yourself in the eyes of your adversary.
Seven Card Draw (based on Birthday): Do any of these stand out to you immediately?
1- 6 of Swords
2-Wheel of Fortune
3- 6 of Pentacles
4- The Star
5- Page of Cups
6- 7 of Pentacles
7- The Lovers

First, thank you for taking the time for doing the reading for me. Oh yes, this reading does stand out. Everytime I do a reading for myself, the Lovers usually show up in my readings and I don't understand it.

Let's see. I noticed no reversals.

I'm not surprised the Tower comes out. That's definitely my situation now.

Six of Swords: This is a good card. A passage to the other side. A relaxation after a hard struggle. A difficult passage to the other side after a hard time. Clarity will come soon.

Wheel of Fortune: Change of fortune, unexpected changes, a change of karma.

Six of pentacles: This one is hard. Looks like it relates to my financial situation. Since I'm in no position to give, it seems I'm on the receiving end. I see myself as the beggar in this card. This mean money from a grant or from a benefactor. I think I don't have to worry in that case.

The Star: Looks like I'll receive healing after a bad situation.

Page of Cups: This one is tricky. Wonderful plan or idea. Be ready to start a new project. Expansion, yearning, emotional freedom, enjoyment. A new beginning of the emotional area, which tied nicely to the star.

7 of Pentacles: Looks like I reap what I sow. I have to be patient and cultivate wiser decisions for the future. Everything will be okay. Not thriving, but getting by. What was delayed will grow. I have to wait and see the results of my work.

Lovers: Wow, the most complex card I ever interpret since this is a not a romance reading. Look likes the decision belongs to me. This ties in with 7 of pentacles, where both cards are of the crossroads. Looks like in the end, the time has come that I have to follow my heart and make my own decisions. Whatever decision I make will affect me for the rest of my life and it will benefit me. Looks like I'll receive a union of myself as a whole person.

[Chicory_Witch]

Yes, I found it very odd that there weren't any reversals at all. Usually my deck throws at least one or two, but I've almost never seen it place them all upright. He's kind of a pessimist. :) Perhaps things will start looking up for you?

I hope your interpretations of the cards will help you (they sound very accurate!), and sorry about your finals, I don't know what I'd do with myself if that happened to me.