Sylv's Thread

[Sylv]

*Sylv, dressed in a flowing white robe with a gold belt, as well as a golden bracelet on one arm and a golden chain tying back her hair, walks slowly up the sandstone path leading to the temple. She breathes Egypt's hot air, and smiles at the familiar hieroglyphics on the wall of the first room of the temple. Pausing to blow a kiss to the representation of Hathor, she continues into the forest of columns. She sits down in the middle of the forest, feeling the cool stone all around her, and balances herself. When she feels at peace, she continues into the inner sanctum, a small room completely sheathed in gold, with a small hole in the ceiling to let in the sun, and a precious wooden table in the middle. On either side of the table is an oil lamp, which Sylv lights now. She pours rich wine into the glass standing there, and places some plain bread onto the plate. Then she stands before the table.*
Hathor, thank you for the love that has filled my family recently. Thank you for the site (you know the one) and the joy of beginning each day with a song. Thank you for the protection and comfort you provide at night, and for the new kitten. I ask that you aid the doctors in discovering what my illness is: I want to get back to my life, to school, and my friends. And then there's the other thing that your aid would be nice in. :) The guy-you know who he is-I will not risk my friendship with him by telling him my feelings unless I know his are the same. So if you nudge him to tell me, or just give me a sign, it would be greatly appreciated. Barring that, give him peace in his current problems, and help me be the best friend possible. You know how much I love him. This week has been pretty messy, but thank you for the peace you have recently led me to. I know I needed it.
*Sylv finishes her message with a silent prayer, sips the wine, and breaks the bread. Walking softly, she leaves the temple, pausing to press her cheek upon one of the cool columns. As she exits the temple, she glances skyward and smiles.*

[Sylv]

*Sylv, dressed this time in mossy green pants and matching tunic, walks in the forest. She breathes in the crisp air, and listens to the sounds of life all around her. The smell of the forest is in the air, and she smiles. Then she comes to the oak, and climbs up it, resting in a cradle of branches. She strings a popcorn and cranberry garland along the tree, and scatters seed to the forest floor beneath. With a sigh, she settles back.*
Blae, I know that I need challenges in my life, but honestly: must they be of this nature? I really don't understand how I'm supposed to overcome this: it's way out of my reach. If you could just clarify what I need to do, or at least give me a hint, that would be very nice. Now that the begging is over...
Thank you for this day with my mother-it was wonderful. Thank you for the yoga class, and the rosebush that is still blooming in December. Thank you for the opportunity to be with family over the holiday, and thank you for the oak tree's welcoming arms. Thank you for your support, and your inspiration.
*Sylv kisses the oak and smiles at the birds and squirrels who live there, before climbing down and leaving the forest.*

[Sylv]

*Sylv, wearing a flowing robe of pure white tied with delicate silver ribbon, walks into the meadow. It has been raining recently-the leaves are still wet and the rich smell of rain hangs in the air. A fluffy striped cat is walking with her when he's not distracted by butterflies and birds. Sylv goes to the center of the meadow where a low wooden altar is already set. She scatters some bread around for the birds and then fills a beautiful chalice with wine. Petting the cat, she smiles and lifts her voice to her gods.*
Cedes, Child God of Hope,
Minesse, Graceful and Loving,
Meron, Shepherd Muse,
Shining Solowen.
Lynna of Ripe Field,
Threm, Just and Peaceful,
Blae and Blor, Merry Twins,
Nenon, Keeper of Lore,
Lorugh, Learned God,
Nimua of Hearth.
Kathlun, White and Pure,
Tiejket the Silent
and Pilente, Friend of Trees,
I call you one and all.

*A breeze goes through the meadow. Sylv smiles again and drops all semblence of formality. Laying down in front of the altar, she closes her eyes and begins to talk.*
Well, thank you for the clarification. It's nice to know he had the same feelings about me-even if he was too afraid to act on them. Honestly, just because I'm leaving in a few months seems a silly reason not to at least try it. But maybe he's right...at least it hasn't affected our friendship. The funny thing is, after his recent actions I don't like him in that way anymore. So especially thank you all for the past week where I've been able to enjoy being friends in a way I hadn't for some time. That little stomach thing has finally gone away. :D
As to other things, thank you so much for my mother. She's amazing-I don't know what I'd do without her. And thanks for helping me keep my temper with sister...we've become such good friends over the last year but it's still hard to check my tongue sometimes.
I know I haven't been as disciplined as I should be, but that's the Aries in me coming out, lol. I promise to focus more on the Taurus moon from now on. :p Starting college on the other side of the country will be crazy and for awhile I'll probably only have you guys that I trust 100%. Hopefully not too long-my future roomie seems pretty nice!
Thank you for leading me to those books-they've inspired me so much. It's not easy to discover your own religion and create all your own prayers-I appreciate all of your help. Have you noticed my obsessive attempts to memorize things?
*After this last comment, Sylv laughs and sits back up. Looking more serious, she proceeds.*
I promise to begin my dawn and dusk devotions within the next two days. And keep them up regularly-it really makes me feel better and closer to you and the world around me. With an oak tree like mine, who has any excuse not to do them? Honestly, thank you for all the support, love, and occasional kicks you've all given me in this past year-it's been rough but I feel as if I'm in a passge. I'm becoming a new person, a richer me, and I already like her!
Thank you for answering my call and listening to my rambles.
*With that, Sylv takes a small sip of the wine and pours the rest on the ground in front of the altar. The cat, of course, comes to investigate and Sylv laughs as he makes a face at the small of the wine. After dawdling for a bit longer, she sighs and begins to walk out of the meadow, returning to her mundane business.*

[Sylv]

*sigh* No big theatrics today. Just a quick note to tell you all how much I love you. :) Of course, I probably tell you a thousand times each day but typing it out and putting it into reality is nice. I've had new ideas so I'd better get to work on those. Hugs and kisses to everyone! (Tiejket, get used it-I'm that kind of person :p )

[Sylv]

Minesse, a friend of mine really needs some help. Could you poke Mary, or one of the Catholic saints dealing with love, and have them start moving?!?! Sorry-maybe that was a little harsh but she told me tonight that he 'hurts her heart.' And her eyes started welling up...the sad part is I *know* what she's going through because I've been there myself. And I can't help her-just like no one could help me. Maybe listening helps her. Honestly, someone needs to help her fix this, hopefully permanently. Perhaps I'm being demanding but I love this girl! And I don't like seeing her hurt.
After you get done talking to Mary or St. ? (maybe Valentine?), you could help me out by telling me what to say to her. Actually, any of you are more than free to chime in-tonight I didn't really say anything, just looked sympathetic. I wanted to hug her and tell her how sorry I was but of course I didn't. *smacks self* Whatever help you want to give me is much appreciated. Let her be over it by August.
Hope.