FireryWings' Alter

[FireryWings]

My Lord and Lady,
and daghter of the moon,
hear my prayers,
grant me this boon.

Take away this pain that I feel,
help my heart to quickly heal.

Grant me security in the coming day,
let not my life fade away.

Bring to me the other half of my soul,
so that I will no longer stand alone.

Allow me to loose the guilt, the woe
for the action over which I had no control.

By the God,
And Goddess three,
As I will,
So mote it be!
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Blessed be to all my family and friends as we travel our paths.:sunny:

[Moon Daughter]

so mote it be

[FireryWings]

My Lord,My Lady,
and daught of the moon,
hear my prayers, grant me this boon.

Please send to me a new job,
so that I will no longer sob.

Please send to me the other half of my soul,
so I will no longer stand alone

By the God,
And Goddess three,
As I will,
So mote it be!
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Blessed Be to all. :sunny:

[FireryWings]

My Lord and Lady, I pray to you today in a new way. I want to get rid of this guilt I carry. When my father died, he had a heart attack. There are some things I still don't remember from that night, maybe I don't want to remember them. But I keep replaying one scene in my head. I'm giving my father CPR, and manage to bring him back. He looks at me and says, "I'm ok," so I sit back thinking that he was ok. I remember the relief that flooded me as I thought that we wouldn't lose him after all. Then as I look at my mother, she starts yelling again. I look back down and he has stopped breathing again. I wasn't able to bring him back. I keep thinking that it was my fault, that if I hadn't stopped then he might have made it. I have been carring this guilt for 10 months, it is time I let go. I sometimes wish I had someone to help me, who would hold me and the battered peices of my heart. I hold out hope, but it is fading fast. I find myself turning bitter and unfeeling. I want to be innoccent again, not to know this guilt. My soul is wounded, will it ever heal?
Please help me to heal.

By the God,
And Goddess three,
As I will,
So mote it be.
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Blessed Be.

[FireryWings]

My Lord and Lady, thank you for everything you give me. As I sat tonight and gazed at the stars thinking on what happened 10 months ago, you filled my mind with comforting thoughts. I came to the conclusion that I cannot save everyone I love. I cannot keep them from harm or from what I do not wish them to see. That night, I was so arrogrant in thinking that I would be able to save my father, or even to barter for his life, and make everything like it was. But nothing stays the same and we must accept the changes. I am no more than a mortal, and must accept things which come to me. Thank you for all that you give me, and I know that there are things out there that I do not know yet. I am still adjusting to being an adult and letting lose the things I held as sacred as a child. Thank you.

By th God,
And Goddess three,
As I will,
So mote it be!
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Blessed Be~ :sunny: