Just letting things be OK...

[brymble]

*Leans back among the boxes and half-packed cartons with a decently drinkable beer*

Ahhh, I needed that!:cheers:

[TeamTwig]

Sometimes that's the best thing you can do! Cheers! :cheers:

[brymble]

Things got really ugly the other night. Matt was dropping Christa off at the neighbors, and began to approach the kids again, and there was shouting and tension and nastiness. I am just so sick of all the negativity. I've been angry, very angry, enraged even, at the betrayal and harrassment and lack of letting go, on both our parts. I'm done with this trip. It's a bad trip. Why do I need to stay on it? I'll get the restraining order if I really have to, but in the meantime, I don't want to carry all this rage into my new life. It's not helping me.

I'm thinking I should probably do a banishing. Maybe a binding if it's really necessary, but the banishing takes priority because he can't hurt me if his energy is permanently out of my life.

[TeamTwig]

Good idea... move on and make a complete break. Obviously you can't go on the way you have been. I believe that life tends to move in cycles, and it's healthy to "start over" from time to time. :hugz:

[brymble]

I've been moving every two years or so. I want to stay in one place and build something for a little while.

[Shawn Cameron]

*hug* You can do it! we have faith in you! *cheer!*