Fear-farsain
January 6th, 2003, 03:38 PM
I'm hoping this is the right place to post this.
I'd say for the last few months I've been having odd dreams about shapeshifting. The first involved me performing multiple changes from a wolf into an eagle and then into a fish of some kind, to navigate through this risky artificial river (I say artificial as in it transformed from a theme park rapid kind of thing, with a white boat). It was one of those dreams where you can see from within and without. I didn't get a feeling of power as such from the shapechanging, more of a duty performed.
Then, after a spate of wolf-shifting dreams in various locations (and on different nights), including a city, I had a strange one where I accidently summoned (yet not through ritual, I just 'did' it) some kind of dragon creature. It went badly out of control and then I found us (as there were several other people with me) in deep trouble. In the end I found myself jumping and shifting into a dark dragon-like creature (though much smaller), landing on an ornate balcony. I got the feeling I was going to battle the 'dragon', though with no guarantee of success.
I then woke up.
Now, I'm not asking for the 'Answer', just any thoughts or comments. I think I'm suffering from anxiety and a spate of indecisiveness, as well as mild depression. No idea if that has any bearing, but it might help. The shifting itself was painless as far as I remember, but this all could be just from my wild imagination. :)
Regards.
I'd say for the last few months I've been having odd dreams about shapeshifting. The first involved me performing multiple changes from a wolf into an eagle and then into a fish of some kind, to navigate through this risky artificial river (I say artificial as in it transformed from a theme park rapid kind of thing, with a white boat). It was one of those dreams where you can see from within and without. I didn't get a feeling of power as such from the shapechanging, more of a duty performed.
Then, after a spate of wolf-shifting dreams in various locations (and on different nights), including a city, I had a strange one where I accidently summoned (yet not through ritual, I just 'did' it) some kind of dragon creature. It went badly out of control and then I found us (as there were several other people with me) in deep trouble. In the end I found myself jumping and shifting into a dark dragon-like creature (though much smaller), landing on an ornate balcony. I got the feeling I was going to battle the 'dragon', though with no guarantee of success.
I then woke up.
Now, I'm not asking for the 'Answer', just any thoughts or comments. I think I'm suffering from anxiety and a spate of indecisiveness, as well as mild depression. No idea if that has any bearing, but it might help. The shifting itself was painless as far as I remember, but this all could be just from my wild imagination. :)
Regards.