silvermist09
October 3rd, 2010, 12:08 PM
So I'm not really sure what exactly is going on with me. I don't know if I have empathic abilities, some other type of ability, or if I'm just going nutty. I'm hoping some of you here with more knowledge and experience can help me out. I'll tell you everything that's happened for me, so forgive me if this gets rather long.
Ever since I was a child, little odd things would happen for me. I can't tell you how many times a song would randomly pop into my head, and then I'd turn on the radio and that song would come on. On a few occasions, I've had dreams that I guess you could say were premonitions. Nothing big, but the one that stands out to me most is once when I was a child I had a dream that I was in a house laying in a bed and there were hundreds of rats all around me on the floor. After I woke up and went into the living room, my cousin turned on the tv and put on some talk show and one of the guests on the show was a lady that has hundreds of pet rats that she lets roam loose around her house. I also have a constant static-type noise in my head that I hear (I don't know if that's related or just some weird medical phenomenon). Even in pure silence, I hear this staticky hum in my head....similar to the type that a TV would give off. As I got older (in my 20s) I started experiencing some depression and anxiety issues. I always thought it was just me, or possibly genetic. My mom also has anxiety issues (mom is another story, she definitely has some abilities). It was always so random....I'd be perfectly fine one minute, the next minute I feel overwhelming sadness and I can't stop crying. The doctor put me on meds back in February and that helped somewhat, but I stopped taking them a month later and I've been great since. Actually, I've been better off the meds than I was when I was on them. Thursday night my boyfriend and I were hanging out at a friends house and we were all talking about abilities and such (one thing my friends all have in common is that they are mostly all Wiccan, and they mostly all have some type of abilities...which I find very interesting) and I started getting a horrible pressure in my chest, then out of nowhere I started feeling both angry and sad, when just a few minutes before I felt great. It was all I could do to keep from flipping out on my boyfriend when he was drumming his fingers on the couch, then when he stopped I had to keep the tears from coming. It was seriously the strangest thing I've ever felt. As I'm going through all this, they are talking about the presences that are in the house. They all sensed some kind of dark presence. I had no idea what was going on. Later on, one of my friends was telling us how he has empathic abilities and what that's like, and it got me to wondering if that's what I was feeling. Last night something similar happened, we were in a very crowded place (a place that we go to regularly) and everything was great. I was having a good time and I was happy. All of a sudden I felt kind of depressed. I sat there for awhile playing a card game on my phone, trying to distract myself in hopes that it would help, but eventually I couldn't take it anymore and I had to go outside for some air and some peace and quiet. Both times, it felt like it came out of nowhere, and it felt like it didn't belong to me...like I could rationally think to myself that it made no sense because a few minutes before I was fine, but I couldn't stop it either.
Also, I tend to pick up on energies fairly easily. I can walk into a room and sense if there's negative energy, or if something is bothering someone, I can usually sense it. I don't know if this is a normal thing or not, it's just always been me.
Any insight?
Ever since I was a child, little odd things would happen for me. I can't tell you how many times a song would randomly pop into my head, and then I'd turn on the radio and that song would come on. On a few occasions, I've had dreams that I guess you could say were premonitions. Nothing big, but the one that stands out to me most is once when I was a child I had a dream that I was in a house laying in a bed and there were hundreds of rats all around me on the floor. After I woke up and went into the living room, my cousin turned on the tv and put on some talk show and one of the guests on the show was a lady that has hundreds of pet rats that she lets roam loose around her house. I also have a constant static-type noise in my head that I hear (I don't know if that's related or just some weird medical phenomenon). Even in pure silence, I hear this staticky hum in my head....similar to the type that a TV would give off. As I got older (in my 20s) I started experiencing some depression and anxiety issues. I always thought it was just me, or possibly genetic. My mom also has anxiety issues (mom is another story, she definitely has some abilities). It was always so random....I'd be perfectly fine one minute, the next minute I feel overwhelming sadness and I can't stop crying. The doctor put me on meds back in February and that helped somewhat, but I stopped taking them a month later and I've been great since. Actually, I've been better off the meds than I was when I was on them. Thursday night my boyfriend and I were hanging out at a friends house and we were all talking about abilities and such (one thing my friends all have in common is that they are mostly all Wiccan, and they mostly all have some type of abilities...which I find very interesting) and I started getting a horrible pressure in my chest, then out of nowhere I started feeling both angry and sad, when just a few minutes before I felt great. It was all I could do to keep from flipping out on my boyfriend when he was drumming his fingers on the couch, then when he stopped I had to keep the tears from coming. It was seriously the strangest thing I've ever felt. As I'm going through all this, they are talking about the presences that are in the house. They all sensed some kind of dark presence. I had no idea what was going on. Later on, one of my friends was telling us how he has empathic abilities and what that's like, and it got me to wondering if that's what I was feeling. Last night something similar happened, we were in a very crowded place (a place that we go to regularly) and everything was great. I was having a good time and I was happy. All of a sudden I felt kind of depressed. I sat there for awhile playing a card game on my phone, trying to distract myself in hopes that it would help, but eventually I couldn't take it anymore and I had to go outside for some air and some peace and quiet. Both times, it felt like it came out of nowhere, and it felt like it didn't belong to me...like I could rationally think to myself that it made no sense because a few minutes before I was fine, but I couldn't stop it either.
Also, I tend to pick up on energies fairly easily. I can walk into a room and sense if there's negative energy, or if something is bothering someone, I can usually sense it. I don't know if this is a normal thing or not, it's just always been me.
Any insight?