opening up

[Sukie]

Well, It's been such a long time since I last wrote anything... but I guess I just feeel like opening up...so here it goes...
My parents got divorced when I was 6, it's been kinda hard.. I reall y don't want to complain.. but my father has a horrible character, he used to beat me up and his favorite hobbie is to insult me... I know I'm not perfect but I guess sometimes I just need my father to be supportive... problem is there has never been comunication between us... I can trust I never know how he may react to a particular situation... and that's scary...my mother on the other hand has a rare condition called myasthenia gravis it's a neurological condition where her muscles don't get the messages from her brain,little by little she won't be able to move the worst part is she doen't live with me ... i guess i feel helpless cause of that.. now I've entered college and it's so hard cause there are so many things I want to do.. I can't decide... I just want to be FAR AWAY!!

[shnen]

*hugs*

its not easy, I have had a similar child/adulthood.
When I left for college I decided it was MY time, and I was going to be selfish. I did, and I do not regret it, but the walls will come down. I am not saying you will, I had to to get through that part of my life, so much going on anyway, but if you choose to, jsut be prepared for the days that they will come down. :)

As for your mom, I am sure she will be proud of you no matter what you do, so do your best, and keep in touch with her... call, write, etc.

You can PM me if you need to chat.
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