karma?

[MysticElement]

So been kind of a klepto.

It started with a plot to take my mom's dog. He was originally for me since my eldest passed and my birthday was coming up. She decided on my birthday, after I spent hundreds of dollars on supplies, that she wasn't going to give him to me. After my heart stopped breaking, I found out that she gave him to my sister (that lives with her.) She starved him and kept him in terrible conditions. He was either outside with no shelter or inside a crate that has never been cleaned. I recently took back that crate (which was mine) and found urine filled pads, molded food, and feces. This is what he was forced to sleep in. Now I feel I should take back what was rightfully mine and have been planning to do so forcefully since I'm apparently selfish (although I was the one that fed the dog and paid for his vet bills when he had parvo.) I have no regrets in taking this dog back.

Then, I took my grandma's laptop. I felt bad even though she is convinced it doesn't work (really the battery was just dead.) I took it because she bought a computer for me for school and announced that it was for school. Yes...she said it was for me. I bought recording software and was planning on using it for practice (music minor) and asked if I could take it home because the dynamics of her house would screw it up. She said no. I asked if I could lay down some carpet (I'd pay) and she also declined saying that it was her computer. She didn't want it till I went on about how awesome it was. Its just a shiny new toy to her. Then she bought a laptop...one I planned on getting. It has been a year since it has even been turned on....

And I just got worse. I was walking in the mall today and saw a nice pair of earrings that came in a set ($10) but only wanted ONE pair. So I took that ONE pair and walked out. I feel wrong...but have nothing to justify it. While I'd like to return it, I can't because I don't have the rest of the set.

So with these three (what seem to be) terrible things under my belt. I'm not sure where I stand karma wise?

[TuathaSidhe]

I don't believe in Karma and honestly, other than the ear rings don't think you did anything wrong per say. The dog sounds like its being neglected and your grandmother sounds like she is trying to hold stuff over your head with the computer. (just from going from this post mind you)

But the ear rings....if you want to make amends you could take them back and tell them you walked out with them and that you had been having a bad day and you came back to pay or return them?

[Garm]

So been kind of a klepto.

So with these three (what seem to be) terrible things under my belt. I'm not sure where I stand karma wise?

Doesn't matter where you stand

Karma is like an imprint you carry around you, a potentiality waiting to manifest

Usually it doesn't manifest at all

When it does it depends on what circumstances are in your life that will give it the oppurtunity to manifest and that depends more on the conditions at the time than what you have done

It's workings have nothing to do with any concept of justice as it's usually not able to manfest in proportion to the original acts

It becomes an issue for some occultists because as they learn to project their influence about themselves they will often experience replays of their past

That they end up on the receiving end is I beleive just purely incidental

I don't want to condone your actions as they disgust me but so far they are pretty trivial in the overall scheme of things

Counseling might be well worth considering

[)O( ~ Khara~ )O(]

So you're a thief and you steal from your own family?

Whether or not karma catches up with you, at some point (if you don't stop) the police will.

You show no remorse, no regret, just a "Where am I in the whole "bad person" thing?" it makes me wonder if this is for attention? Both at home and here.

I'm not really sure, but I agree with Garm, GET COUNSELING!!!

[MysticElement]

It was more like "oh here is a present! Oh wait I want it back so I can rub it in your face that you don't have it."