I am so Lost!

[sirrahstars]

I have always been drawn to nature and magic. I understand that each person, animal, and plant has energy and power inside of them, and I have caught glimpses of my own over the years. I've noticed things about myself that I have cone to ponder what it means, and what it makes me. I have always had amazingly strong intuition about people. I stare into peoples eyes directly and intensely, and I feel like I am staring inside of them, and it usually makes people very uncomfortable, especially people I have just met. I don't mean to do it, but I feel like I have to, that its in my nature, and when this happens its like I can see the persons true nature, and their emotions very clearly. I would say that these ''scannings'' of people are about, if not more, 95% accurate. Also, I can feel it when I am needed by someone, or if someone is trying to get in touch with me. I also feel that if I think of someone, I summon them to me somehow, whether I want to or not, I am lacking the talent of controlling this as sometimes I ''summon'' someone I'd rather not see (lol).


Lately I have been feeling energy running so strongly in myself that I have experimented a little, but I am scared I will throw off natural rhythms or patterns. Sometimes if it is particularly strong, I feel like if I touch people or objects I might steal its energy, and with people I've seen drastic changes in emotions when I an touching them or close by. I can sense peoples energies/emotions so strongly I can tell what emotions they are feeling or if they are off before I even see their face, just being in their presence.


I've tried healing my roommate before, and I believe it worked. She had been having bad back pains and was having some trouble getting through work and sleeping comfortably. One night, we were watching a movie in her room and she fell asleep. I really wanted to help, so I placed my hands flat on the problem area and directed what I envisioned as healing energy into her. I literally feel it coursing through my body, heating the areas in my body it travels through. The next morning, she was feeling so rejuvanated and strong she performed perfectly at work and even hit the gym after, telling me she felt great and pain free all day.


What I am confused about is what exactly it is that I'm doing, what all of these things mean for me. If what I do and see is special, I want to learn how to hone these skills, and use them correctly. I don't want to interrupt anybody's energy balance, scare them, or negatively change their emotions. If anyone can help, it would be greatly appreciated. Blessings and love to all.

[TigerCzarina]

From what it sounds like, you might be an empath. A friend of mine is, and the way she describes it is almost exactly that way. It can be a wonderful gift. I know my friend has honed her skills so that she can sense specific people's emotions and energies from great distances, if she's close to that person. For example, I live two, almost three hours from her, and last year I fell down a flight of steps and messed up my knee. Not two minutes later she sent me a text asking what I had done to hurt myself this time, and to make sure I iced my knee down.
In that way, I know it's a really good gift. But I also know that it can get tricky sometimes. I've seen my friend get really overwhelmed from having too many opposing emotions from people bombard her all at once, and she's told me a million times that she's had to learn how to create barriers sometimes to keep her own emotions in check with it.
I would say that as long as you can keep your energies in check, and don't negatively effect people around you, you're good.
Personally, I would also keep in mind to only heal people when you have permission, first. Sometimes people get weird about being effected by stuff they don't understand.



I could be wrong about this though, so if anyone has a better idea...please share!

[Kaliel]

Hey Sirra,

I think you're going through the basic awakening process that happens to people with psychic abilities. You're right that you need to hone them and understand them to get further with them, but a lot of the smaller things you mentioned like "summoning" people are clear indicators that you have some untapped potential and that you could definitely go somewhere with your abilities.

You might be a good candidate for learning Metaphysical Therapy. If I knew what was happening with the Circle of Teaching here, I would tell you that I'm offering a course here soon, but until then I'm still teaching Metaphysical Therapy to anyone that wants to learn it. It's all in my signature if you want to check it out.

Namaste,
Rhi

[Pyrohawk]

Empath I would say. Be careful though. Being in crowded rooms may overwelm you and you will probably need to learn sheilding. And healling without permission is a bad idea. But it can be a great thing to have. To a fellow empath good luck.