Very rough patch

[Sharizzy]

As many of you know, I'm currently deployed to Iraq.

I've been here for several months, and am now on the final stretch. With three months left to go, instead of things looking up, I find myself feeling very depressed, angry, forgotten, anxious, you name it. I feel like I'm losing my mind, and I don't know what to do.

I'm not really sure what I'm asking for. Energy, someone to talk to, anything.

I hate feeling like this.

[mountainpeace]

I will talk with you if you like

I had a mini nervous breakdown a few weeks ago where I lost it and was buying into some conspiracy theories and people at mw here calmed me down back to some rationality...
so I might not be the most liked person here...
but I am a good person and am going to try to extend myself to others more instead of being so focused on my own problems all the time...

I really admire your strength and courage to serve our country!

Have you tried reading? It might really take your mind off the situation there?

I don't know much about what life is like over there...

There is a water crystal healing book I've been reading by Emoto that has brought me some comfort (you listen to the cds while looking at healing images of water crystals)... it can change your mood, thoughts, and reality (if you go on how thoughts effect reality from the law of attraction thingy then you need to stay as positive as possible these last few months to arrive back home in great spirits...

What I'm going to start taking again is a nutritional shake I know it sounds a lil crazy or silly but something about these particular shakes make me think a lot more positive thoughts and a lot less negative ones and my moods balance out and I'm happier... I will finally be able to afford them again next week

again I'm not the most liked person on here because of all my negative questions about conspiracy theories but because of the people at mw I'm becoming a more rational thinker

anyways I hope my post added something , some comfort or anything to your ordeal overthere serving your country and protecting us here!

[KnightNgale]

Sharizzy: I'm here if you need me. I'm in the military too, stationed in Guantanamo Bay. I know it's nothing compared to Iraq but if you need a friend to talk to I will listen. If I'm not on MW you can hit me up on Facebook @ Gwenyvere Marie Howell.

[Moon_reaper]

Will try send some energy to you tonight, hugs!

[Gaudior]

:hugz: energies being sent

[Sakurako]

Sending energy for you.

[EavanStar]

hi Sharizzy! I can be your penpal via PM or email if you want. Talking to vent your frustrations and boredom might help. Im no good at sending energies, but I sure will try. Stay strong! :D

[Sharizzy]

Moon, Selah and Earthly: Thank you for the energy. I think it may have helped a little. I'm still down, but nowhere near as bad as before.

mountain: I read all the time. If I'm not working or planning my wedding, I'm reading a book. Just now it hasn't been working to take my mind off things.

Knight: Thank you, I added you on facebook!

Eavan: I would love to be penpals. Part of my problem is not having anyone to talk to.

[Zai]

I'm sorry to hear you're feeling like this. Please feel free to PM me if you want to talk. I'll send good vibes your way, too.

By the way, thank you for your service.

[Sequoia]

Good energy coming your way.

You aren't forgotten. We appreciate your service and you as an individual! Thank you!!

[U-we-tsi-a-ge-ya]

First off:hugz:

Secondly,I'm here for you.You can allways send a message my way,about anything.I'm a good listener and I'll do my damned hardest to help you out.

Thirdly(if that's even a word)Thank you for your service,You may not serve my country(Atleast,I'm pretty sure you don't)But that makes it no less important.Know that I'm here for you as a friend.

Fourthly(again pretty sure its not a word,but whatever)Sending Energies and thoughts your way.

And last but certainly not least...:hugz::hugz::hugz::hugz::hugz:

[Sharizzy]

Thank you guys so much for your thoughts :)

[Fairywolf]

You know you are always welcome to PM me here or at Facebook. Probably get a quicker response at FB cause I always have that open. :hugz: