guardians

[Mana-Raven-Star]

Kia ora all

I'm still trying to find my way through all this, i still havn't mastered meditation and i feel my alter is only half-done but still... for some time now i have been trying to find my guardian but they really don't want me to know them... or maybe i don't have one? I don't feel any presence. what am i doing wrong? Is my heart not really in the right place? Am I not in the right place? How can i call them/it whether through meditation or through anything else?

[Mana-Raven-Star]

Wow never mind all that. I used the elements to cleanse my crystals with the music i use for meditation playing quietly. i sat for a few minutes first and then when it felt right i started. i could almost hear a quiet voice in the back of my mind guiding me through it (I havn't really clensed anything before). it felt very important that i meditate a little afterwards and i saw her, shes amazing! i can hardly even think of how to describe her, and i feel like she wants me to keep her to myself for now. i've never had this feeling. i saw her come towards me and hug me to her and i'm sure i can still feel it. i feel like my heart could burst and i've never been happier in my life. maybe she knew i was really looking hard for her and now was right. It's the most amazing experience i've ever had

[NeoNomad]

That's wonderful, MRS. Quite a few of us are searching to connect with our gods or guardians, just like you. I'm glad you got your response!