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aynfean
September 26th, 2011, 01:13 PM
So I posted this over on my blog (http://aynfean.wordpress.com/2011/09/25/dream-of-storms/) but I'd really like to get some more opinions on it.

Yesterday was a bit of an emotional day for me where I really struggled with a decision. I wound up being true to myself and just talking it out. Time will tell how it plays out. With all that going on I went to bed early.

4AM, almost on the dot, I woke up to a massive storm. The likes of which I haven’t seen in a while. The power of the storm is what woke me up. In my half awake state I had a sort of dream sort of vision… thing.

This is the second time I’ve seen this. The other time was during a meditation. I entered my sacred area in search of my spirit animal and saw this picture. Last night I wasn’t meditating, just partly awake in that barely-conscious state. Which, I suppose could very easily access the spiritual.

In my vision I’m confronted with the figure of the Morrigan. Dressed in black robes with long black hair. She is surrounded by power and fury. Like a woman in the heart of a storm. (the best visual I can think to give is Galadriel when Frodo offers her the ring… that sort of imagery but less reds more blacks). The storm is whipping around her and there is so much energy and anger however I don’t feel like they’re directed at me at all. She’s facing me, but the anger and the fury seem to wrap around, never touching.

The only other thing I remember is a snippet of a conversation. I know there was more to it than this but it's all I can recall with clarity. I made a comment to someone about how I was a bit weird, or something along those lines. The actual comment isn't clear. What is perfectly vivid is the person's (I think?) answer.

"Of course you are, you belong to the Morrigan."

I have a few theories on all of this but I'd really appreciate some answers without the coloring of my personal view. Any thoughts or comments would really be appreciated as this is very new territory for me.

TarotCanada
September 26th, 2011, 02:54 PM
Do you see a lot of crows?

aynfean
September 26th, 2011, 03:39 PM
Yes. There's at least one that hangs outside my bedroom.

I had an experience meditating about a month ago where a raven appeared with my spirit guide.

~*Sacred*~
September 26th, 2011, 06:12 PM
I'd think she's your goddess. Research her.

TarotCanada
September 26th, 2011, 08:07 PM
http://tarotcanada.org/Ravens.html

Isaac Bonewits had great reverence for the Morrigan and for Brigid. She must be speaking to your warrior soul.

1 crow, sorrow. 2 crows, joy. 3 crows, a wedding. 4 crows, a boy. 5 crows, silver. 6 crows, gold. 7 crows, a secret never to be told.

aynfean
September 28th, 2011, 10:28 AM
Thanks for the link.

I've been researching her. Mostly I'd like to find information on what serving the Morrigan looks like in a daily life. Someone's journal or blog would be great. Even though I know everyone's path looks difference, some guidance would be so appreciated. I feel a bit lost at the moment in all this.

Didn't mention earlier because I'd totally forgotten but I was reviewing my personal BOS and I noted that after my meditations that include some form of the Morrigan, whether it was that vision or she appeared as a crow or raven (I am certain it was her), when I come out of the meditation I feel completely flooded with emotion. Almost to the point of tears. Not sad emotions though... just... overwhelming flood.