EmoEskimo
October 1st, 2011, 06:54 AM
First off, I don't know if this is the right spot for this, because it's more then normal 'Critter Chat'
This morning I was outside(3:20am) and I was thinking about the whole passing for my old friend Silver. I cried for awhile, missing her and all, when something happened and I don't know what it was...
Again, this morning I went back out(6:00am) and I saw a shooting star. I sent a prayer, to Bastet or Selene, I'm not really sure who, but a prayer was sent regardless. I prayed that soon, the drama with my dad about getting a new cat would end soon.
I said this in another topic I started, I'm not trying to replace my cat. I could never so that, Silver was such a huge part of me and she still is. But, I don't function properly without a cat in my life.
I have a strong affinity towards them, more then most people. Wild cats, feral, I can have them come to me as if they were tamed. If I'm scared or REALLY alone and sitting outside, a cat will appear long enough for someone else to find me.
So anyway, I prayed to the stars and asked for a cat to show in my life soon. Then I meditated...at 6'o'clock in the morning in the middle of my driveway. While I was doing it, I saw one of my other dead cats, Tippy. She died about 10 years ago. I haven't seen her or felt her around me in so long.
I think its her turn to come back to me...
As I came back to me, I looked to the sky again, and in the same place I saw another shooting star. Just as I saw it, the song 'Maybe This Time' from Cabaret started playing in my head.
I believe that I was heard, and granted my wish. I just can't wait to see what happens next. For once since Silver died, I feel a bit right again.
And I really can't wait to see if it is Tippy who is coming back this time, because Tippy and Silver will always repeat themselves in my life. In my heart I just know it.
This morning I was outside(3:20am) and I was thinking about the whole passing for my old friend Silver. I cried for awhile, missing her and all, when something happened and I don't know what it was...
Again, this morning I went back out(6:00am) and I saw a shooting star. I sent a prayer, to Bastet or Selene, I'm not really sure who, but a prayer was sent regardless. I prayed that soon, the drama with my dad about getting a new cat would end soon.
I said this in another topic I started, I'm not trying to replace my cat. I could never so that, Silver was such a huge part of me and she still is. But, I don't function properly without a cat in my life.
I have a strong affinity towards them, more then most people. Wild cats, feral, I can have them come to me as if they were tamed. If I'm scared or REALLY alone and sitting outside, a cat will appear long enough for someone else to find me.
So anyway, I prayed to the stars and asked for a cat to show in my life soon. Then I meditated...at 6'o'clock in the morning in the middle of my driveway. While I was doing it, I saw one of my other dead cats, Tippy. She died about 10 years ago. I haven't seen her or felt her around me in so long.
I think its her turn to come back to me...
As I came back to me, I looked to the sky again, and in the same place I saw another shooting star. Just as I saw it, the song 'Maybe This Time' from Cabaret started playing in my head.
I believe that I was heard, and granted my wish. I just can't wait to see what happens next. For once since Silver died, I feel a bit right again.
And I really can't wait to see if it is Tippy who is coming back this time, because Tippy and Silver will always repeat themselves in my life. In my heart I just know it.