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SimplyStrange
April 7th, 2003, 01:30 AM
And there was much sadness. Not only is this the four seniors' last show at my school... the show is over, which is sad enough as it is! And my stupid lameass boyfriend didn't even bother to show up to any of them!!! He said he'd come today, and what DIDN'T he do?!?!?!

:mad: :G :meanface: :apirate: :razz: :uzi: :wah2: :dis: :wah2: :2G: :ugh: :flamer: :flamer: :flamer: :meanhead: :ack: :scream: :wah: :shot:

I even cried in the dressing room... bah. Boys! :flamer:

st0rm
April 7th, 2003, 06:16 AM
dont even know what ur rambling about but...

((((SimplyStrange))))

Ravens_Tears
April 7th, 2003, 07:43 AM
Originally posted by SimplyStrange

And there was much sadness. Not only is this the four seniors' last show at my school... the show is over, which is sad enough as it is! And my stupid lameass boyfriend didn't even bother to show up to any of them!!! He said he'd come today, and what DIDN'T he do?!?!?!

:mad: :G :meanface: :apirate: :razz: :uzi: :wah2: :dis: :wah2: :2G: :ugh: :flamer: :flamer: :flamer: :meanhead: :ack: :scream: :wah: :shot:

I even cried in the dressing room... bah. Boys! :flamer:

(((((Simply Strange)))))
I kind of understand.... I was in our highschool rock band my last year of school... When my lameass boyfriend (who I later married...how insane is that???:shot: ) used to come to rehearsals, all he did was put people down, especially me... to the point I asked the director to tell him that no one but members were allowed to be there... (which was a lie) to save my sanity. Put me down for my singing all the time... never bothered to show up for 1 single concert:flamer: Yet, he couldn't take credit for being with me fast enough when people would stop me and tell me how wonderful I was... He was always dragging me down on purpose.... He was very jealous and controlling... And I should have known better but it took me awhile. It still weighs on me today and I shouldn't let it... don't let that kind of behaviour take away from your life. When I was 15, and living a a hamlet called Gilbert Plains, a young man named Danny Schur wrote a song for me to sing in the music festival... actually he wrote several and didn't give me one to learn until 2 weeks before because, in his opinion, none of them were good enough for me, which was stressful because I learn by ear. Anyway, a bout a year and a half after that, when I saw him again briefly, he told me I had one of the most beautiful voices he'd ever heard and when he started making records (and he never had any doubt he would...) that he wanted to record me, promised me he would.. then we completely lost touch and my life went strange places... Then, a few years ago, he opened the musical he'd written (called The Bridge) in Winnipeg initially... a friend of mine went to the opening and when he asked Danny about me, because I guess the guy didn't believe me.., Danny told him he remembered me, and my talent. Which blew me away... Then he brought it here and I went to see it, saw him, it was great but I didn't have the courage to ask him. He was very nervous that night and I didn't want to fluster him further... it flustered him enough just to see me... and I knonw part of my hesitation was also due to my ex's voice in the back of my memory telling me I would never make it. So I'm trying to find the courage now to ask him if he will make good on that promise, I'm pretty sure he would, he's a very honerable person. But not always the most organized:) He's the one who gave The Country Hearts, McMaster & James and Chantal Krevaziuk their start.....

Two reasons for that little story... one for you to realize not to let someone's jerky attitude or behaviour steal your happiness because you may miss out on opportunities and two.. maybe now I'll get my butt in gear and do something with this instead of letting things slip through my fingers with time...

Psyche Ague
April 7th, 2003, 02:26 PM
{{{SS}}} I hope the show went well. I know all-too-well that awful post-show letdown and depression. Try and keep busy so as not to think about the free time.

{{{SS}}} again because I know also how you feel about your boyfriend. It's rough to have the one you like not show up and support you in something so important to you. Hang in there, b*tch him out, and everything will be all right, sweetie.

Wow, Ravens...you should definitely talk to Danny! I've only heard of Chantal Krevaziuk, but damn! ;) Good luck if you go for it.

Xander67
April 7th, 2003, 06:12 PM
{{SS}}

Hope things work out for you!!!

Rubi Waters
April 7th, 2003, 10:52 PM
((((((SS)))))))) Hope things get better for you!