Reading Request

[Phoenix]

HI, I've found myself in the midst of a strange relationship. My friend Michael and I have been talking long distance for quite a while and lately it seems things gotten much more serious romantically. I'm a little worried because he means so much to me as a friend and I wouldn't want to lose him. I'm looking for all the advice I can get as to whether this is a good idea or not and am hoping that someone can give me a reading to give me some insight. Thanks in advance,

Phoenix

[Rainx]

I see you as a very courageous, virtuous, and creative person. You seem to be very dynamic right now. Is this person seeking change and growth? You have mixed emotions and fear this relationship is going to take a lot of work, perhaps you like things are they are now.

Keep in mind your strength right now, and use restraint. Weigh things carefully and don't rush into things. I keep getting the feeling right now you really need to concentrate on your beautiful self - spiritual growth, or recognizing your femininity and feeling like a valuable person. The final card in the spread shows a successful completion to a valuable journey. It suggests happiness, calmness, and security. The universe is yours for the taking.

There are a lot of wands here but not many positive cups. There's the 4 and 5 which refer to mixed emotions and disappointment, and the 9 which curiously refers to fortune. I feel like either you or this other person is very charismatic, and there's a good friendship, but I don't see a lot of emotions. I feel like you need to focus on your own growth right now.