redheadwitch
July 30th, 2003, 06:58 PM
howdy, izzy! here is your reading...
please let me know if it makes sense or not. i will be posting info on the past life reading sign up thread about my new site when it is all up and running (any day now!!) blessings!
RHW
izzy
past life cards:
4 of cups. the star. 2 of coins. king of coins. empress
you were awfully thin in this past life. female. it seems like it may have been a rennaisance era, it's feeling like it was pretty popular to be thin back then. and corsetted and all that. but you were thin and pale...i don't want to say frail, because i don't think you were sickly. but you were thinner than was healthy for you.
you were rich and spoiled, though not a spoilt brat, just used to having everything provided for you, and servants, and all that.
but more importantly, you were bored. the people around you and your family completely bored you to death. (oh, not literally!) i think you wanted adventure and travel, maybe to study or discover hidden treasures..but you were in this prim and proper society that was so dull to you. even the fine things about your life, all the food and luxuries, just didn't interest you. other people would probably die to have a position that you had, but to you it meant nothing. and not out of disrespect, but just that no one was able to see the value in your thinking and ideas, and everything around you was the opposite of what you wanted.
it's sad, you had so much money, wonderful items, and lots of what most people thought would mean happiness...but you had no opportunity. you didn't have the chance to decide what to do, or wear, or eat...it was all decided for you and laid out. you were very much like a prisoner of your father's house, and your opinions didn't matter at all. he was very domineering and rude, and rather cruel with things he said to people. but he also was distant and pompous, and he could go for a whole month without talking to you at all.
you pretty much hated him. who wouldn't...he was a *$^#%.
no one even listened to you, because you were a woman. it was a very un-nurturing and un-inspiring life you had.
well ok, i think the whole "too thin" thing was you starving yourself to death.
at first it may have started off as a hunger strike, hoping someone would notice you were wasting away, and talk to you about things. and it seems to me you had a mistress/nanny/servant girl, and you hoped not eating much would somehow give you a place or a voice in your family. and this girl...i think she may have snuck food for you and gotten you to eat. but i don't really even get the impression you two were friends...but she seemed worried about your eating. you weren't all that old...it seems like maybe you were in your twenties...and i'm getting the feeling that after a while you just locked yourself into your room(s) and withered away. i don't know why no one came to look for you or tried to get you to eat something. you maybe pretended you were ill or something.
but i think you just thought that this was the only way to get out of your father's house once and for all. it is likely that your mother had passed when you were a child...i get no impressions of a female authority figure. and i get no impressions of romance...i think he had such a firm grip on you and your social activities, you never even had a chance to fall in love. (though if you had, you might have been gay) anyway, this was your only sense of power...to choose to starve yourself. although we can't rule out the possibility that your father had you locked in your room for some reason, and then never saw fit to let you out.
present life cards
knight of wands. page of coins. the magician. 9 of swords. ace of wands.
* how has this past life affected you?
well, two of these cards would tell me that you have a lot of interests and various things going on. almost like you want to make up for lost time, so you are involved in everything. you want to be active, yet you want to study. you want to travel, but also be firmly rooted.
you seem to be very head strong about certain things once you have started them (projects? relationships?) and you are full of energy when it is something that is of interest to you. again, if something bores you, you are more likely to just avoid the situation or hang out in your room, etc. you have something dualistic in nature regarding your thinking. i am totally uncertain what this is. it could be a couple of things...
* you see both sides of arguments
* you are very logical, yet very passionate and creative
* you are argumentative and like to debate and understand other's thoughts on issues
* you are very driven and intense about certain subjects, and yet restrain yourself somehow
anyway, this seems to say that you don't want to be trapped. so the head thing may also be talking about routes of escape. this could pertain to any and all areas of your life...like you feel you need to think of the worst case scenario to make sure you have a viable means of exit.
this past life has left your soul with a bit of unfinished business. you were quite intelligent back then, and had ideas about everything. in this life you may find that you have opinions, ideas, inspirations, inventions and plans about everything. as if walking to your car inspires you somehow. anyway, your goal or challenge in this life would be to learn to take all that mental energy, and channel it toward something, cause you never had the chance to before. you will need to learn to harness your energy and express your intentions clearly, and you may have to work out issues with your emotions (maybe you don't express them enough) and money concerns (it's ok to have money and make it work for you...don't feel guilty if you are blessed)
you have carried things over from your past life. one thing is a tendency toward depression or lethargy. not that you are lazy, but you can get really depressed and un-motivated under various circumstances. i/e: if a project doesn't work the way you wanted; if things are taking too long to reach a conclusion or result; if you are sick. things like this (maybe not THESE situations, but you get the idea) can cause you to become depressed and then you lose your motivation. remember to be nice to yourself, and allow yourself some "down" days...you don't have to be the energizer bunny every day!
also, you may have inherited a flair for the dramatic from this past life!
and nice fashion savvy.
if you have carried over an eating disorder, it is likely this will be quickly resolved if you were able to find a hypnotist or regression therapist. it would be connected to this past life and if it were confronted, i am fairly certain the matter would clear up.
this summary card shows you farrrr away from that past life and the home that kept your beauty hidden from the world. your soul has made a lot of progress, and it seems in this life you have the ability to express what you desire to, and the energy to invest in situations that will best allow you a voice. continue to give yourself rewards for standing up for yourself, sharing your ideas, and taking care of yourself. it is very important for you to be heard in this lifetime, so you must continue to seek out avenues in which you can share yourself and your ideas. (like this forum!)
please let me know if it makes sense or not. i will be posting info on the past life reading sign up thread about my new site when it is all up and running (any day now!!) blessings!
RHW
izzy
past life cards:
4 of cups. the star. 2 of coins. king of coins. empress
you were awfully thin in this past life. female. it seems like it may have been a rennaisance era, it's feeling like it was pretty popular to be thin back then. and corsetted and all that. but you were thin and pale...i don't want to say frail, because i don't think you were sickly. but you were thinner than was healthy for you.
you were rich and spoiled, though not a spoilt brat, just used to having everything provided for you, and servants, and all that.
but more importantly, you were bored. the people around you and your family completely bored you to death. (oh, not literally!) i think you wanted adventure and travel, maybe to study or discover hidden treasures..but you were in this prim and proper society that was so dull to you. even the fine things about your life, all the food and luxuries, just didn't interest you. other people would probably die to have a position that you had, but to you it meant nothing. and not out of disrespect, but just that no one was able to see the value in your thinking and ideas, and everything around you was the opposite of what you wanted.
it's sad, you had so much money, wonderful items, and lots of what most people thought would mean happiness...but you had no opportunity. you didn't have the chance to decide what to do, or wear, or eat...it was all decided for you and laid out. you were very much like a prisoner of your father's house, and your opinions didn't matter at all. he was very domineering and rude, and rather cruel with things he said to people. but he also was distant and pompous, and he could go for a whole month without talking to you at all.
you pretty much hated him. who wouldn't...he was a *$^#%.
no one even listened to you, because you were a woman. it was a very un-nurturing and un-inspiring life you had.
well ok, i think the whole "too thin" thing was you starving yourself to death.
at first it may have started off as a hunger strike, hoping someone would notice you were wasting away, and talk to you about things. and it seems to me you had a mistress/nanny/servant girl, and you hoped not eating much would somehow give you a place or a voice in your family. and this girl...i think she may have snuck food for you and gotten you to eat. but i don't really even get the impression you two were friends...but she seemed worried about your eating. you weren't all that old...it seems like maybe you were in your twenties...and i'm getting the feeling that after a while you just locked yourself into your room(s) and withered away. i don't know why no one came to look for you or tried to get you to eat something. you maybe pretended you were ill or something.
but i think you just thought that this was the only way to get out of your father's house once and for all. it is likely that your mother had passed when you were a child...i get no impressions of a female authority figure. and i get no impressions of romance...i think he had such a firm grip on you and your social activities, you never even had a chance to fall in love. (though if you had, you might have been gay) anyway, this was your only sense of power...to choose to starve yourself. although we can't rule out the possibility that your father had you locked in your room for some reason, and then never saw fit to let you out.
present life cards
knight of wands. page of coins. the magician. 9 of swords. ace of wands.
* how has this past life affected you?
well, two of these cards would tell me that you have a lot of interests and various things going on. almost like you want to make up for lost time, so you are involved in everything. you want to be active, yet you want to study. you want to travel, but also be firmly rooted.
you seem to be very head strong about certain things once you have started them (projects? relationships?) and you are full of energy when it is something that is of interest to you. again, if something bores you, you are more likely to just avoid the situation or hang out in your room, etc. you have something dualistic in nature regarding your thinking. i am totally uncertain what this is. it could be a couple of things...
* you see both sides of arguments
* you are very logical, yet very passionate and creative
* you are argumentative and like to debate and understand other's thoughts on issues
* you are very driven and intense about certain subjects, and yet restrain yourself somehow
anyway, this seems to say that you don't want to be trapped. so the head thing may also be talking about routes of escape. this could pertain to any and all areas of your life...like you feel you need to think of the worst case scenario to make sure you have a viable means of exit.
this past life has left your soul with a bit of unfinished business. you were quite intelligent back then, and had ideas about everything. in this life you may find that you have opinions, ideas, inspirations, inventions and plans about everything. as if walking to your car inspires you somehow. anyway, your goal or challenge in this life would be to learn to take all that mental energy, and channel it toward something, cause you never had the chance to before. you will need to learn to harness your energy and express your intentions clearly, and you may have to work out issues with your emotions (maybe you don't express them enough) and money concerns (it's ok to have money and make it work for you...don't feel guilty if you are blessed)
you have carried things over from your past life. one thing is a tendency toward depression or lethargy. not that you are lazy, but you can get really depressed and un-motivated under various circumstances. i/e: if a project doesn't work the way you wanted; if things are taking too long to reach a conclusion or result; if you are sick. things like this (maybe not THESE situations, but you get the idea) can cause you to become depressed and then you lose your motivation. remember to be nice to yourself, and allow yourself some "down" days...you don't have to be the energizer bunny every day!
also, you may have inherited a flair for the dramatic from this past life!
and nice fashion savvy.
if you have carried over an eating disorder, it is likely this will be quickly resolved if you were able to find a hypnotist or regression therapist. it would be connected to this past life and if it were confronted, i am fairly certain the matter would clear up.
this summary card shows you farrrr away from that past life and the home that kept your beauty hidden from the world. your soul has made a lot of progress, and it seems in this life you have the ability to express what you desire to, and the energy to invest in situations that will best allow you a voice. continue to give yourself rewards for standing up for yourself, sharing your ideas, and taking care of yourself. it is very important for you to be heard in this lifetime, so you must continue to seek out avenues in which you can share yourself and your ideas. (like this forum!)