Terra Skyefyre
June 12th, 2001, 05:27 PM
My Goddess and My God:
In following and believing in You, I feel under Your guidance that I will surely know my path. I feel that You will lead me to Your heart with Your blessing. I now pray to You for guidance once again.
You know that I feel for him. Perhaps sometimes I wonder if I truly love him, but You know that I care for him enough. Is it wrong, my Lady and My Lord, to love someone who does not see what I see? Is it wrong to cherish someone who does not even recognize You? So many times have we talked, fought and dropped this topic. He does not understand my devotion, and probably never will. He himself sins in his own faith for loving me, so why is he with me? Why has he been with me for a half a year now?
Still no matter what we argue about when it comes to our faiths, we adore one another. He worships something I never could and the same for he, but when it comes to the -person- we adore each other. Here is where I ask for Your guidance. Is it wrong for cherishing this boy... this man, for what he believes in? For the first time, I began to trust my heart and it led me to him... but it confuses me greatly.
My Lady and My Lord, I thank thee for Your Guidance, and Your arms around me, that protect me through the hellacious days and the darkest night. I thank You for Your Ears, and Your understanding of me. Blessed be eternally.
In following and believing in You, I feel under Your guidance that I will surely know my path. I feel that You will lead me to Your heart with Your blessing. I now pray to You for guidance once again.
You know that I feel for him. Perhaps sometimes I wonder if I truly love him, but You know that I care for him enough. Is it wrong, my Lady and My Lord, to love someone who does not see what I see? Is it wrong to cherish someone who does not even recognize You? So many times have we talked, fought and dropped this topic. He does not understand my devotion, and probably never will. He himself sins in his own faith for loving me, so why is he with me? Why has he been with me for a half a year now?
Still no matter what we argue about when it comes to our faiths, we adore one another. He worships something I never could and the same for he, but when it comes to the -person- we adore each other. Here is where I ask for Your guidance. Is it wrong for cherishing this boy... this man, for what he believes in? For the first time, I began to trust my heart and it led me to him... but it confuses me greatly.
My Lady and My Lord, I thank thee for Your Guidance, and Your arms around me, that protect me through the hellacious days and the darkest night. I thank You for Your Ears, and Your understanding of me. Blessed be eternally.