Complex Problem

[Kithling]

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[Mdme Morella]

Oh sweetheart! If you ever need someone to talk to. I am a willing ear. Just drop me a line.
I am sending as much energy and love and strength and healing as possible for you.
*sends energy*

[Hope]

((hugs)) and healing --- may you find peace and the truly wonderful person you are

love
hope

[FeatherGoblinglimmer]

Honey, you have all my support. If you ever want to talk then pm me((((()))), I send healing and soothing energy your way too. I hope you will be able to look back at this time and say that it made you stronger. ((((((((()))))))))

[Kithling]

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[nomadicdragon]

Oh. Honey. I'm so sorry to see you going through so much pain. Having been where you are I know how hard it is.. and I know that there are no right words to say to make everything go away. ((hugs)) if you want someone to listen to you and to share with who has been where you are... feel free to email me or send me a private message. At times like these the best thing is to have someone to talk to.. I know..

[Hawk Shadowsoul]

Energy on the way. Believe in yourself.

[Lunacie]

I'm sending energy too. Please know that none of this has been your fault in any way. Your dad was obviously quite troubled, maybe from the way he was treated as a child, eh? He was never able to ask for help though, and you have already been wise enough to go to a doctor. Good for you. There are a lot of great people around here who know a bit about going through tough times. You will find lots of support here and plenty of hugs (((Kithling)))

[indigo rain]

it seems to me that you don't suffer from clinical depression, which is being depressed for no reason. you've just really had a very hard life, and that would make anyone depressed. know that there's nothing wrong with you, you're a wonderful human being, and you do have the power to overcome this. perhaps you get hurt in relationships repeatedly because your expectations are too low? if your self esteem is low and you feel that you are a walking disaster and don't deserve a good relationship, you're not going to get one. believe me, i know. i don't really know what else to say to help, only that i have gone through depression and my spirituality has helped me realize my own power, beauty, and worth immensely. my prayers go out to you. blessings.

[Joshua]

Wow. Well you know you can always come here. This is going to turn into kind of a long post Kithling, but I want you to read every word.

Quick story, apply it to your life however you can. When I had just joined the Army, one of our instructors had sensed that some of us were depressed and that morale was low. So he stopped the class and talked with us about persevering and staying motivated. He used the example of having to do something when you're had no sleep, no food, your work is unappreciated, it's cold etc. and you come to the point where you just don't care, and what you're doing just doesn't matter. At that point you have to decide that whatever you're doing, you do care and it does matter, because you're the one who's doing it. If no one else sees what you've done, at least you know you contributed/persevered/made it.

You are a human being, the grandest thing in all the universe. You inherently have unlimited power to achieve and create. You can look at all of mankind's achievements and discoveries and advances and know that you have that same creative power.

Some people have to make themselves right before they can realize their potential, and that takes courage and resolve. So what you do is surround yourself with people who care about you (like this board), identify and fix your problems (I recommend counseling), and keep your eyes on the prize (realizing your potential). You can do it, I promise.

[StormyRavenNightWind]

Kithling, if ever you need to talk feel free to email me or IM me..I am on yahoo also mischievousmikki, as a result of my health probs i was diagnosed depressed(who wouldn't I am 34 and had a heart attack in feb of this year) but I believe in myself the others on this board and in the Goddess that she will protect me and my family. know that you are loved and a worthy person of that love from anyone in your life. but most importantly know that you NEED to love yourself.
Blessings

[Pesha]

First a big hug and now healing light and strength and energies are being sent. Darling you have had a long hard road to walk and you are still here, fighting the good fight. All will come out right, and I might like to suggest you try Celexa or Paxil. As a nurse I have seen very good results in those meds. But talk with your doctor and see what he/she says. Also I am putting my arms arond you dearheart, you are a beloved child of the Universe....and you are cared for here.

If I can ever be of help please pm me ok?
With love
BB
DS.

[LadyAutumnCat]

Kithling,

Trust me I understand what you are going through, my parents weren't too bad, but I was always depressed. I have been diagnosed as bipolar, and am not on medication because of the side effects, nothing seems to work on me, except for me keeping busy, and finding a focus outside of my emotions. I know it's tough to push yourself sometimes, but believe me it's good for you. There's so much that I have done/haven't done that I regret and I'm only 26. I don't have too many friends because I am not the greatest in social situations, but they few friends I have love me and are wonderful. I also have a very supportive boyfriend who loves me through it all. My family has been the toughest part, but they have accepted that there will always be something wrong with me, that I will have mood swings and that I will become introverted every so often. My advice to you is get your GED, and apply to a college, even a local community college, when you stimulate your mind it has much less time to get caught up in depression. Get out of the house, go for a walk, or even better yet, adopt a pet. In my entire life the one being who was able to keep me from killing myself or hurting myself was my cat, Bolita. He has since passed on but he was the one that kept me here and kept me froom hurting myself. You can always tell an animal your secrets and they will never talk!!! Also, try volunteering it will make you feel as if you are affecting change, which can be an amazing attitude booster. And, most importantly love yourself.

Much love and energy being sent your way.

[Hoot]

Peace, love, calm, and hope for you.