Help......Please

[Skye]

Hello Everyone,:)

Is there anyone who would be so kind to do a reading for me?

Normally I don't have a problem reading for myself, but recently it is as if there is a veil or some sort of fog restricting my vision.
It probably has something to do with a fairly major, but temporary, lifestyle altering descision I have been thinking about implementing. I don't know for sure, but any insight and help would be most greatly apprieciated.

[Emerald Sky]

Hi Skye,
I've done a three card, body, mind, spirit reading for you.

I drew the Devil for body; the three of pentacles for mind and the six of pentacles for spirit.

I'm using the Robin Wood Tarot deck. The Devil card shows a man and woman, both naked pulling on opposite side of a chest of jewels. The chest is chained to the walls of a long, dark halway. There is a door leading to a blue-skied, green pasture at the end of the hall. The man is reaching toward it, but he won't let go of the chest, and so, will never make it.

To me, this card is telling me that there is something in your physical world right now that you need to let go of. It's something that you're clutching on to, possibly out of fear, but it's holding you back and keeping you from reaching that "green pasture" in the distance. You may feel chained to whatever it is, but in reality the choice is yours to make... it's as easy as letting go and trusting the Goddess to lead you through it. All the rewards that you may be afraid of losing will be yours if you just let go.

In the mind position is the three of pentacles. There is an older man on this card carving some type of beautiful sculpture. The sculpture has ivory wings and golden rays like sunshine. There is also a part of it which has a type of ornate, celtic knotwork. The man is obviously happy, smiling and relaxed.

This card tells me that you are usually a pretty serene person who has an easy-way of going about things. You don't tend to make things difficult by confusing issues, but at the same time, you're very imaginative (for lack of a better word) in the way in which you live your life. You look at the whole picture, take everything into consideration, then make the best decision necessary. Your mind works creatively yet logically to produce the beautiful outcome of situations that you desire. Fall back on that gift now. Trust yourself as well as the Goddess. Give yourself a pat of confidence for the decision you're about to make. You know in your heart it's the right one!

In the spirit position is the six of pentacles. There is a man, presumable of royalty pictured on the card. His dress is very ornate. He's holding a balanced scale in his left hand and handing gold coins to a crowd of hands that look torn and worn.

This card says to me that you are a very giving person - not just with material things, but more importantly with inner gifts. You realize that you have been blessed with much love and light, and you feel the longing to share your beauty with others who aren't as blessed. You are fair about who you give to... you give to everyone! Noone is excluded. However, you are always sure to keep enough of your own love and light for yourself. You know that you must fulfill your own spiritual, emotional, intuitive needs before you can give any to others. You realize that you are but a 'tool' through which the Goddess passes herself on to others. In so doing, she fills you up with herself and allows you to pass it on to others. You have a beautiful blessing in this.

[Skye]

I thank you so much, Emerald Sky,
I want to go back to school and get a teaching certificate, but I have a really good paying job, working Day Shift. The only way to go back to school would be to give up my day shift position and transfer to nights. I am not real sure I can handle working 12 hour nights and attending school full time, I am not getting any younger! But, you are very right, my logic tells me this is the only option to get out of a deadend and very brainless job, however, my emotions ask me if I can withstand this type of torture on my body and my psycy.
I have made the discision to go to nights and attend school full time, I know the Goddesses & Gods will be behind me....I just hope I am.
Again, Thank you:)

[Emerald Sky]

You're most welcome! Good luck! You'll do fabulously! :D