My loss...my tears...but forever in my prayers

[AngelinBlack]

i need to get this out. Being home alone isn't always a good thing sometimes. Although the quiet is great to give a person time to recover..and think:(

I lost my grandmother today...I lost my cousin. I found out my grandmother died about a hour ago..as I was at my cousins viewing...

I really dont know how to take it......

I ask for strength to be here for my family...
strength to go on without these two wonderful people that have always been with me in my short 17 years of life.
Although I have differant views..differant beliefs....I pray they are well in their new lifes.......
I pray they are stronger then what they were..no more cancer..not more pain...
I pray for my mother and aunt who must be experiencing the most of the loss out of all of us.....
Please look over my family Spirit.....Dry their tears with your peace and love......




I dont think I can bare to watch any more tears fall...any more children bury their face into my skirt and cry as I hold them....
the pain is just so much righ now....I dont know what to do...
I just need guidence....


)o(Angelinblack

[Emerald Sky]

Blessings to you AngelinBlack!

[Rævyn Cigány]

My sincerest condolences for the loss of your cousin and your grandmother, AngelinBlack. May the light of the Goddess shine its way into your heart and give you the peace and closure you need to move on. Know in your heart that they are now both resting with the Mother, anticipating another life. You will be reunited again!

BB

Rae )0(

[AngelinBlack]

I thank both of you kindly...:) :)
BB

AngelinBlack

[reanna]

My sincerest condolences to you.....

[Sequoia]

Angel in Black -
*huggles* I'm so very sorry to hear all that. . . yet, cancer? perhaps if there was a lot of pain this was for the best.

Don't ever forget, until their new lives they probably are with you! They look over you and hold your hand, hug you before bed, smile when you smile, and cry when you cry. They are with you.

And only the gods know. . . someday you may turn a corner and find yourself looking into their eyes again, and become friends, and never truely be seperated.

May everything be for the best, and may you find much joy in your life to outshine any tears.

~Puma Hime

[Candace Valera]

I am so sorry about your cousin and your grandmother. I can only assure you that you will be able to keep them with you forever... although tears will always come they will bring vivid and happy memories... You are in my thoughts. Blessed be!