Dream fragments while meditating?

[Mau]

I posted this in the dreams and divination section..but thought it may be better-off here.
I don't get to meditate much..and normally have a hard time concentrating and NOT thinking about a million different things. I just got done meditating now..an hour passed, and I didn't even know it. I was DEEP in there. I got words of comfort from a kind male voice I don't know, my subconcious was leading me through it giving me directions throughout (let it go, relax, you can't control everything just go with it) and I was having flashes of people I don't know, doing things I cannot recall ever seeing. First, there was a person standing as large herd type animals ran past them (brown in color..horses, steer?) and motioning forward with their arms as if sending them forward.
Then there was a situation..a group of men in another man's home (the group were all wearing the same clothes..as if a fraternity uniform or something) 4 were standing against a wall silent and motionless as one was trying to convince the resident to keep something there for them..it was odd, as I was lower than all of them..could only see legs and lower abdomens as if I were under a table..the resident refused their request..and the male with the group got enraged, violent, did something to the resident and threw him to the ground where he lay motionless. Then I could sense he was worried about leaving evidence(almost as if I was familiar with his thoughts)..but in his rage he was frustrated and screaming 'why not just leave it all here!!! Just leave it all! I don't care!'
There were more, very brief, snippets of other people doing things..but I cannot recall them. I had a very hard time pulling myself out of meditation, when i opened my eyes and wanted to come back to reality..my body was pulling me back as if I couldn't control it, my eyes wanted to close again and my real surroundings were uncomfortable.
Could it be the energy of the oncoming full moon? Could it be because I have been depressed? Are these just odd and abstract workings of my subconcious? Past life recollections? Pieces of dreams? I'd love to think that perhaps I drifted into sleep while meditating and they were in fact dreams..but I always play an active role in my dreams..they revolve around me..in these instances, I was an observer and had no part whatsoever.
Sorry this is so long..and I don't mean to sound scared or anything..but I'm quite bewildered and a bit freaked out..I mean, witnessing a murder in your head is a very odd occurrence..:wtf:

[TYRRHENUS]

...I was having flashes of people I don't know, doing things I cannot recall ever seeing.This sounds like an out-of-body experience.
...and the male with the group got enraged, violent, did something to the resident and threw him to the ground where he lay motionless...If this is a reflection of a past life experience, then there's nothing you can do about it now. But if it happens again, you will need some way of coming to grips with it.
If this is a reflection of something which has happened in the recent past, the police would tell you that a vision does not count as probable cause, and there would still be nothing you could do about it.
I had a very hard time pulling myself out of meditation, when i opened my eyes and wanted to come back to reality..my body was pulling me back as if I couldn't control it, my eyes wanted to close again and my real surroundings were uncomfortable.This sounds like sleep paralysis.
I'm sorry you had such a bad trip in your meditation, Mau. This doesn't happen to me, because I've intentionally shut myself off to anything unexpected.
It seems you certainly were DEEP in there. If that depth was intentional, hold off for a while. If not, and it happens again, try to get advice from someone who knows a method for controlling unpleasant visions.

[Mau]

This sounds like sleep paralysis.
I'm sorry you had such a bad trip in your meditation, Mau. This doesn't happen to me, because I've intentionally shut myself off to anything unexpected.
It seems you certainly were DEEP in there. If that depth was intentional, hold off for a while. If not, and it happens again, try to get advice from someone who knows a method for controlling unpleasant visions.


Sleep paralysis.. :hairraise ewwwwwwww
I've dealt with that before. But it's MUCH different. MUCH stronger. You wake..but not really. It feels as if something is pinning you down, you can't move, or speak. Trying to come back to reality after the medidation wasn't as bad as that. I'm thinking it was more along the lines of .. I wasn't *really* done with the experience..but I wanted out.
The depth was SO not intentional..LOL I've been very stressed lately with family and $$$ issues, I just wanted to relax and center myself a bit, I got way more than I expected or bargained for. But the way I see it..everything happens for a reason, so now it just comes down to finding the reason behind this *sigh*

Thinking about it now..there was a message to be had in there among the confusing stuff.
The male voice I heard told me 'You always have someone with you, always. There's ALWAYS someone with you (and the part I just remembered>) Now you just have to think about what you need to do' . That was before the 'adventures' that were ushered in by a song he was singing..with music..that I cannot for the life of me remeber. Is there symbolism here to be deciphered? An answer in the form of a puzzle? Great...lots of pondering to do now :sick:

[BlueRavynne]

This male person could be the God that you are most closesly related with. And the voice may also be a you in a past life. Or in a future life... or even in the present future...
Try to meditate on it a little bit more....
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